day 37
"Hey.. is he moving?" Jimin asked.
All the members looked hopefully at Jungkook. He was indeed moving, a little bit. Yoongi went to get the doctor.
After a few minutes he opened one of his eyes, then the other, and groaned.
Jungkook first saw all the machinery, then the doctor.
Finally he saw all the members, all with tears in their eyes.
After the doctor had checked him over, he left the room, leaving Jungkook alone with his hyungs.
Tears rolled down Jimin's cheeks as he took hold of one of Jungkook's hands.
"I'm sorry I didn't notice." Yoongi said
"I should've done."
All the members started talking to him, but Jungkook just zoned them out.
He was alive.
And he wasn't happy about it.
The members noticed he was silent.
"Kook, please say something." Namjoon said, whilst taking hold of Jungkook's other hand.
But Jungkook just closed his eyes.
He wasn't ready to face everyone yet.
He wasn't ready to be alive.
He didn't want to be there.
The members silently watched Jungkook, tears still streaming down their faces, until they could tell he'd fallen asleep.
Then, they started to talk.
"I could see it in his face, he's annoyed he lived." Yoongi said.
"But why? I thought he'd be relieved." Taehyung told them all.
"What do you think is going to happen now?" Jimin asked.
"I think you should all go home for the night. I don't think Jungkook would want to be crowded round right now. I'll stay with him." Namjoon suggested.
None of the members wanted to leave Jungkook. But eventually they agreed to come back in the morning.
After they were gone, Namjoon told hold of both of Jungkook's hands.
"I'm so, so sorry Jungkook."
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I'm Fine | Depressed Jungkook x BTS
Fanfiction"I'm fine" He said quietly. "No Kookie, you're not." TW: This story will contain self harm, suicidal thoughts, mentions of eating disorders, anxiety, depression etc etc. There will be graphic parts.
