"Why?"
Jungkook knew he couldn't tell them. He was so angry with himself for not being careful enough. If he was, they wouldn't have found out.
So he pushed Jimin off him, ran out of the bathroom, grabbed his coat and ran out of the dorm.
"JUNGKOOK"
Jungkook kept running until he couldn't anymore. But it was okay, he was far away from the other members. They wouldn't have bothered to look for him. But even if they did, they wouldn't be able to find him here.
He took some deep breaths, as his eyes filled with tears. He sat down on the floor as no one was around and cried.
After what felt like hours, Jungkook shakily stood up. He started walking again, this time to a bridge. He was glad he wouldn't be a burden anymore. He didn't know BTS were frantically searching for him, he just thought everyone would be happy he was gone.
He was happy he was gone. But also sad. Jungkook loved the members, more than anything. But he was just going to bother them if he stayed. Plus, he wasn't strong enough to keep fighting. Fighting against the demons inside him.
The thing was, since he didn't know where he was, it made it very hard for Jungkook to know where to look for a bridge. Still that didn't stop him, he was determined to end his life as soon as he possibly could.
But after an hour, things weren't looking good. Jungkook was cold, so cold. He was walking around but his mind was so fuzzy that he wasn't even sure what he was doing anymore. He sat down, on the floor. Defeated.
He didn't know what to do, but he knew he was freezing. But then again, maybe this was how he would die.
So Jungkook did something he shouldn't have done. Especially when it was so cold. He took off his coat, and lay down. It was the coldest he'd ever been in his life, but he knew it would be over soon.
After a few unbearable minutes, Jungkook began to lose consciousness.
As this was happening, Jungkook could faintly hear voices frantically screaming his name.
But was it too late?
a/n ~ hey guys ! i'm so sorry for not updating sooner, but i've been on holiday for a while. i'm back now so i will be updating more frequently!! also, i will make sure to have longer chapters :)
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I'm Fine | Depressed Jungkook x BTS
Fanfiction"I'm fine" He said quietly. "No Kookie, you're not." TW: This story will contain self harm, suicidal thoughts, mentions of eating disorders, anxiety, depression etc etc. There will be graphic parts.
