the man looked up and glanced at him. jungkook could feel himself going red. a faint smile was noticeable on the man's face. jungkook knew him from somewhere.. but he couldn't tell where from.
Jungkook opened his eyes, it was the middle of the night. He felt slightly scared alone in the hospital.
That was, until he noticed that Jin was sleeping on a chair at the other side of the room. It looked like he was having a bad dream. He started muttering in his sleep, and moving around a bit.
Yep, definitely a bad dream. Jungkook was good at recognising them as he'd had so many in the past.
Jungkook slowly got out of the creaky hospital bed and sat on the chair next to Jin.
He put a hand on his shoulder and then shook him softly, "Jin wake up".
Jin's eyes shot open and quickly filled with tears. He pulled Jungkook into a hug and started quietly sobbing.
"I dreamt that you died. That we couldn't save you in time. I love you Jungkook and I'm scared you'll leave us."
Jungkook was shocked. Jin was crying over him.
He valued his life more than Jungkook did, same with the other members.
Jungkook didn't know how he hadn't realised this all before.
It made him feel loved but also scared.
He didn't want to disappoint them.
He didn't want to worry them.
And if he killed himself he'd do that.
But..
He couldn't stop wanting to kill himself.
a/n ~ hey guys! my next chapter will be longer than this:) i'm going to try to publish a couple more chapters today!
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I'm Fine | Depressed Jungkook x BTS
Fanfiction"I'm fine" He said quietly. "No Kookie, you're not." TW: This story will contain self harm, suicidal thoughts, mentions of eating disorders, anxiety, depression etc etc. There will be graphic parts.
