jungkook noticed that the man was mouthing something to him. but he couldn't tell what he was trying to say. was he trying to give him a message?
When Jungkook woke up, the first thing he saw was Namjoon talking to a kind looking nurse. Once they realised that he was awake the nurse told him that he'd be going home later that day, but would need to be an outpatient for a while.
...
The boys finally all got back to the dorm and Jungkook sighed in relief. He hadn't liked his stay at the hospital.
The members all sat down at the table whilst Jin cooked them some food. Namjoon cleared his throat,
"Jungkook, we were wondering if you'd be okay sharing a bedroom with Jimin for a while. Just so that we can make sure you get better and so you won't be on your own at night."
Jungkook nodded, that didn't sound too bad. Sharing a room with Jimin would be fun.
Everyone smiled in relief. They didn't think Jungkook would be happy with Namjoon's suggestion.
Soon, Jin had finished cooking and the members all ate their food, whilst chatting.
For once, Jungkook found himself feeling genuinely happy. He hadn't felt like this in a long time.
However, his happy thoughts were soon cut short by the urge to hurt himself again. At first it was only a small urge so he tried to ignore it.
But it just got worse
And worse.
The members all noticed how quiet Jungkook had got, and Jimin, who was sat next to him, pulled him into a hug.
Jungkook began to feel a tiny bit better.
Just a very tiny bit but..
At least that was a start.
but how long would it be until everything came crashing down again?
what if it all got too much for him, even though he was trying to stay strong and get better for the members.
because...
when you want to die so badly.. so badly that it hurts, it's hard to keep going.
and it wouldn't be hard
for jungkook to be pushed over the edge..
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I'm Fine | Depressed Jungkook x BTS
Fanfiction"I'm fine" He said quietly. "No Kookie, you're not." TW: This story will contain self harm, suicidal thoughts, mentions of eating disorders, anxiety, depression etc etc. There will be graphic parts.
