at least that's what he thought as jungkook got dressed and left without even putting shoes on. taehyung tried to stop him from leaving but, no matter what he said, jungkook wasn't listening.
jungkook was freaking out.
taehyung was in love with him. what the fuck.
what do you even do when someone tells you that they love you out of nowhere? that was the last thing jungkook expected to hear while cuddling with taehyung after having sex.
"he loves me." jungkook whispered to himself as he pulled into yoongi's driveway.
he got out of his car and ran into the house, hearing laughter in the living room so that's where he went first.
the laughter stopped when jungkook stepped foot into the room.
he looked at three of his friends as they stared at him in confusion. "kookie? what's wrong?" jimin asked and jungkook felt like crying as jimin stood up to comfort him.
"taehyung said he—"
jungkook was cut off by the sound of jimin's phone ringing.
it was taehyung calling.
"don't answer it!" jungkook yelled and jimin silenced his phone to show the younger that he wasn't going to answer the call. "tell me what happened kookie. what did taehyung say?" jimin asked as he pulled jungkook over to the couch to sit down.
"h-he.." jungkook hiccuped, choking back his sobs so that he could tell his friends what happened. "tae and i were cuddling and he said he thinks he's in love with me." jungkook said and yoongi snorted, hoseok pinching his arm as he held back a laugh.
"what? what's so funny?" jungkook raised an eyebrow as he wiped at his eyes. "nothing kook. it's just that we already knew taehyung loved you. it's pretty obvious." yoongi said and jungkook's eyes widened, looking at hoseok and jimin who just nodded slowly.
"are you serious? and you didn't tell me!?" jungkook yelled and his friends smiled nervously. "we can't just tell you how taehyung feels kook. that's his job. plus it's not like we knew for sure! we were just guessing." jimin said and jungkook pouted, grabbing one of the pillows on the couch and pulling it close to his chest.
"how do you feel about taehyung?" hoseok asked and jungkook looked at him with furrowed eyebrows. "i..."
the words got caught in his throat as his sobs finally pushed through.
and then he started bawling.
his friends all comforted him as he cried into the pillow.
"why are you crying kookie?" jimin asked softly as he rubbed jungkook's back. "i-i don't know. i'm so fucking confused about how i feel. i've never felt like this before. taehyung is so special to me and i don't want to lose him but i just fucking walked out on him after he told me he..." jungkook started crying again and jimin smiled, ruffling his friends hair as he tried to get him to calm down.
it took about twenty minutes for jungkook to stop crying completely and about ten more for him to be able to think properly so that he could form correct sentences.
"let's try this again.. how do you feel about taehyung?" hoseok asked once again and jungkook blushed, looking down at the pillow in his lap and messing with the soft fabric. "i think i—"
"no, kook. you don't think. you know." yoongi said and jungkook bit his lip, looking up at his friends. "okay. iknowi'minlovewithtaehyung." jungkook blurted out and that made his friends laugh.
jungkook smiled shyly as he messed with his fingers, not believing he just admitted to having such feelings for taehyung.
he never thought he'd have the courage to verbally say how he felt for taehyung. he told taehyung everyday how he felt through his actions and through his looks but he couldn't imagine telling him to his face that he was in love with him.
jungkook believed taehyung was so brave for telling him he loved him when they were cuddling.
and then jungkook realized what he did.
he ran out on taehyung because he was afraid to admit his feelings. he probably hurt taehyung by running out on him without even saying a word.
if he truly loves him, he's probably worried sick wondering where jungkook is.
"i have to go back home." jungkook said and stood up, rubbing his puffy eyes before looking at his friends.
"we know. good luck kookie." hoseok said and jungkook smiled. "thanks guys. you're literally the best."
jimin stood up and hugged his best friend tightly. "good luck. i love you." jimin said and jungkook giggled, pulling away from the shorter boy.
"i love you too." jungkook said and waved at the three boys that dealt with his emotions for the passed hour.
he got in his car and sighed as he leaned his head back against the front seat. he was just tired and he wanted to go home and fall asleep in taehyung's arms but he knew it wouldn't be that easy.
he hurt taehyung and he needed to explain everything to him.
jungkook finally started his car and backed out of yoongi's driveway, starting on his way home.
it was late at night so there was no traffic whatsoever. it was a quiet ride home and jungkook was able to think over all the events that happened that night.
he felt guilty for leaving taehyung like he did.
his guilt made him want to get home quicker and so he drove faster.
he drove as fast as he could, not even paying attention to his speed limit, as he focused on getting home to taehyung.
but driving so fast was a mistake.
because he was driving so fast and his mind was clouded with thoughts and emotions, he didn't see the red light and he didn't notice that there was a car going the same speed as him but coming from the opposite direction.
he only noticed when he heard the sound of a car horn and then a loud crash as the other car rammed into the side of his car.
but he heard nothing after that.
just silence.
and then he was out.
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ᴛᴀᴇsᴛᴀɴ dun dun dunnnnnn 😇 kookie is literally me when someone confesses their feelings for me i'm like "sorry? what? oh shit... bye" 💜
