I "Hate" You

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Ryder's POV

"Hi again. Erm...good news first or bad news?" The doctor asked.

"Good." I said.

"Good news is that she's alive and stable. Bad news is she's in a coma. We don't know how long for. You can go in and see her for an hour before visiting hours close." He said.

We thanked him as we got up and walked into her room. As soon as I saw her in tubes and connected to the life support, my throat contracted.

"Hey Amethyst, it's Benjamin. I hope you can hear us. We want you to wake up as soon as possible. Ryder is blaming himself. We love you." He kissed her forehead then walked back outside.

"Hey sweetie. It's Marie. You know I love you as my own daughter. No matter what, whether you're feeling down or you think of them, just come to me. I'll comfort you. We love you Amethyst. Please wake up soon." She kissed her forehead then walked out.

"Hey bestie. I hope you wake up soon. Your brother is crying himself to sleep. He doesn't want you to leave him all alone in this world. You know you're the only family he has. Besides, I need your advices again. Your brother is asleep now. We love you." He said, kissing her on her forehead then walked out.

"Hey, Amethyst. Like my father said, I'm blaming myself for this. You're in a coma because of me. I hurt your feelings. What I meant to say was that I want to be your lover as well. But I guess I felt like I weren't good enough for you. I'm sorry. Please forgive me. I love you. I really, really do. Ever since primary. Please wake up soon, I want to hear your voice again. And make it up to you." I wiped away my tear and kissed her lips.

"I'll come visit everyday. I love you, Amethyst." I said before walking out of the room.