Nathania Jane Life's Journey

Chapter 17

REGINA: Are you mad at Mommy? I know you are mad at me? *Medyo naluluha na Rin*

THANIA: *pumatak ang mga luha* I'm okay?
*😪😪* I'm happy for you! Congrats! *😭😪*

REGINA: Are you crying? *😢* Please don't cry? Hindi naman ako mawawala sa'yo eh? I'm still here for you when you need me? Kahit na may kapatid kana? It doesn't mean Hindi na kita kailangan? *😢*

THANIA: I'm okay?! I really am?! It's just that I'm sleepy?! *😭😭😪*

REGINA: Walang matutulog hanggang hindi maaayos ito? I'm sorry sweetheart? I was unable to fulfilled my promise? *😭*

THANIA: Promises are meant to be broken? So it's okay? I'm fine? We're okay? *😭😭* Good night! *😭😭*

REGINA: Are you not going to kiss me?

THANIA: No? I'm too sleepy for me to be ready for going home tomorrow?! Good night!

REGINA: Pwede bang ayusin na muna natin 'to? Ayokong lumipas ang gabing Ito na hindi tayo nagkakabati? Please baby?

THANIA: Don't worry? We're okay, okay? I'm okay? I'm fine? There's no need for us to talk cause we're okay, okay? *😭😪*

REGINA: Please baby? I know you're not okay? Please can we settle this first? Please sweetheart? *😢😪*

THANIA: *😭😭😭😪* I'm okay? Can we rest now?

HERMINIO: Okay? Let's go to sleep now? Maaga Tayo bukas? Tama na Hon bukas na Lang kayo mag-usap okay?

REGINA: Pero Hon? *😢😢*

HERMINIO: Please? Tama na? Pareho kayong Wala sa tamang pag-iisip dahil sa inyong mga nararamdaman? Tulog na? Good night *sabay halik Kay Regina* Good night my princess *sabay halik*

THANIA: Stop calling me your Princess? I'm not your princess anymore? *😭😭😪* Good night!

REGINA: You will always be our Princess no matter what? *😢😢😪* Good night sweetheart?! *Sabay higa*

*Agad namang nakatulog ang mag-asawa samantalang si Thania naman ay pinagmasdan ang kaniyang mga magulang*

THANIA'S POV:

I will be missing you telling me and calling me your princess *😭😪* I hope this will be the last time you're going to break your promises? *😭😪* I hope you will be able to fulfill your promises Mom *😭😪* I hope nothing will really change? *😭😪* But now? I'm slowly feeling that I'm not belong anymore to this family? *😭😪* You don't even forced me to fix the conflict between us? *😭😪* You can now sleep even we are still not okay? *😭😪* I don't want this feeling anymore? *😭😪* Maybe I should give you space to build your own family? *😭😭😪* I'll just go in Italy with Mommy and Daddy granny(Lolo at Lola)? *😭😪* I'll just finish my studies there and live there forever? *😭😪* So that you don't have to divide your time, attention and love for us? You'll just focused on you 2nd baby? *😭😪* I love you very very much Mommy! You'll be forever in my heart! *Sabay halik Kay Regina* I love you too Daddy! I will surely miss you both when I go away? *😭😭😭😪*

*Humiga si Thania at agad namang naktulog*

--- 5:00 AM ---
*Naunang nagising si Thania kesa sa mag-asawa. At naisipan niyang mag-aliwaliw na muna sa Kung saan man siya dalhin ng kaniyang mga paa*

THANIA'S POV:

Good morning Mom, Dad? I'm sorry if I will not going to wake you up to ask permission? I would to like to see myself for a while? Don't worry I'll be okay? *Hinalikan ang mga magulang at umalis na*