newbie | noen eubanks

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lucah's pov

"you're the most beautiful girl i've ever seen," noen said in my dream. except it didn't feel like a dream. it felt like when your alarm became a part of your dream, like i actually heard it. but noen wouldn't say that.

all i can ever think about is that he's probably only dating me so he has a girlfriend. he's way too good for me. someone as well known and good looking as him would never want to date someone like me. i'm just a nobody with a lot of baggage and it sucks.

i suddenly woke up and looked at my phone for the time. 1 am. i had to go to the bathroom, so i got up. as soon as i sat up, i felt like i was going to vomit so i ran to the bathroom as fast as i could.

a minute or so later, i was leaning over the toilet when i felt a hand on my back. i jumped a little and looked up to see a sleepy noen standing there. "are you okay babe?" he asked, kneeling beside me. "mhm," i said, feeling sick again. i vomited more into the toilet as noen rubbed my back, whispering, "it's okay baby," over and over again.

i flushed the toilet and leaned back against noen's chest. "i just felt super sick all of a sudden i don't know why," i explained, putting my hands on top of his, which were wrapped around my waist. he kissed the top of my head before asking, "but you feel better now right?"

i nodded as i shut my eyes. we sat there for a little while before i got super tired again. "you tired?" he whispered. "mhm." he got up and picked me up in the process. he carried me back to my room where we both layed down and cuddled until we fell asleep. i think i love this boy, but he probably doesn't feel the same about me.

wow i love keeping promises. i ended up facetiming my friend for like 4 hours on monday and then i fell asleep in the middle of writing a new part last night soo uhh yeah. but i'm gonna write a couple chapters tonight so all i have to do is publish them. also thank you so much for 6k reads that's insane. and sorry this was a boring chapter it's kinda a filler ahhhh i'm bad at this