My Personal Virus (A BEN Drowned x Reader fanfic)

Starting at the End

A/N: This chapter is going to have some violent scenes, I'm just saying. I still hope you enjoy this long chapter!

(BEN)

Anticipation ran through my veins while I stared ahead at the familiar but sickening forest, I know things won't end but only change, though it's somehow difficult for me to accept. I had to end it, I was getting much sicker as time flew by. 

[Name] wasn't the answer to my problems but rather a distraction, secretly I loved it. I liked it when she distracted me with her unknown beauty and actions, however, I don't think I'm in love with her. Clearly, it was confusing but I would rather not talk about it, she understands that...I hope. The sickness within me was also shared, [Name] felt it too, the desire we had was growing more and apparently, it will be fulfilled.

Silently, I hated it when it has to end. I was planning on doing more things to her. It confused me thinking it was more than Sex and torture or the mixture of both, it was harmless but deadly enough to make my insides scream. Her lips were more appealing than I have remembered, her eyes were something I could watch quietly, and her body...it made me want to tear it apart in the most harmless way.

I groaned slightly, I was overthinking about her again. The sun was about to set and it only made me smirk, the familiar excitement of torture was back to entertain me. Soon after the sun left the sky, I made my way through the forest. I prevented myself from laughing without a clarified reason, my thoughts told me it way too good, so good that it had to end.

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(Bloody Painter)

We stared at each other, the familiar feeling of anticipation was present among our faces. I could tell that each of us is ready, I mean, I have to since it's another chance for sweet revenge. My mask was on unlike before, it has been a while since I have worn it, it brings a lot of bittersweet memories that remained stuck for years. I didn't carry much protection or weapons, a pocket knife and gun Hoodie gave was enough to keep me satisfied.

Jeff was giggling silently, obviously, he's eager to kick BEN's sorry ass harder than he could imagine. The smiling boy sharpened his large knife, as if I could read his mind, he's thinking about banishing the elf from existence in the most gruesome way that he could pull out.

Eyeless Jack is known to not be a fighter but rather a stalker and assassin-like, though he's useful when it comes to medical emergencies. He's not a doctor nor a nurse but he knows how to patch up stab wounds better than any professional, yet he could murder you before you even know it. The eyeless creature-like boy was just as angry as we are, he shared similar infuriating memories with BEN, just like us, it was very unpleasant. Apparently, the cannibal wasn't any smarter than the elf despite having an IQ higher than us. He simply sat on the ground, cross-legged, probably occupied with his thoughts of bloodthirst.

Slender's most beloved proxies, Masky and Hoodie, didn't share any of their experiences with BEN. They would always stay obedient and silent, but when it comes to their own desires they would be much louder and violent than expected. Whenever they were displeased, there's always something similar to death and torture. Both of them had their backs leaned against the wall, they were patient yet violent, they were just as excited as we are. With their masks on, it's difficult to describe their mood, but I can tell they're ready to break his rules just to stop being displeased.

Crickets whispered around us, I waited but wonder. There's something missing, it bothered me but I'm not sure if the others are too. I glanced from the dark forest towards Masky and Hoodie, they saw me as I sighed.