Stay (MxM)

His secrets

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The next day Ant woke up as something tingled his face and he opens his eyes to a thick bunch of light brown strands of hair. Dec had cuddles to his chest somewhere during the night and his hair was an adorable mess. Ant slowly runs his hands through them, patting and keeping them in place. He stares at the sleeping man on his chest and couldn't help but wonder how someone can look so beautiful.

He is an angel Ant thought again and again, finding it too hard to take his eyes off Dec's face. His mind takes him to the day before and he chastised himself for falling that weak in front of Dec and worrying him.

Oh god, did I actually cry in front of him! I am such a cry baby at times. Did he feel like I want him in my life only because of my fear...but then..why am I not afraid of him...maybe because I know he will leave me once he gets a better job? No Ant! Stop! It's too early to have this thought.

He yet again looks down at Dec's face and shifts so that he is above him. Then like always he places raining kisses all over Dec's face and then on his lips for so long...

Dec moans cutely and Ant had to smile What are you dreaming, Declan Donnelly?

He yet again kisses him and a breathy "Anth..." leaves Dec

Ant: "Mm...Dec??"

Dec's eyes slowly opens and as they focus on Ant, he pouts

Dec: "Why did you wake me?" He croaked grumpily.

Ant: "We have to go..."

Dec pouts

Ant: "What?"

Dec: "You know what..I was having a good dream"

Ant smirks "Really? You wanna share?"

Dec: "It was about you..."

Ant: "And??"

Dec: "Me..."

Ant: "And??"

Dec: "Mrs Dennis"

Ant: "What?!" He frowns and Dec giggles

Ant rolls his eyes "You naughty!" Suddenly he tickles him and Dec struggles under the merciless torture.

Dec: "Stop it ..stop!"

Ant wraps his hands around Dec's waist and turns them around so that Dec is now straddling Ant. He then slowly lifts Dec's T-Shirt and runs his fingers through the red lines on Dec's hips caused by him holding Dec roughly yesterday.

Dec sees guilt in Ant's eyes and sighs.

Dec: "Told you it's okay..."

Ant shrugs "Never been like this to you, eh? Kind of feels like...I have put you down"

Dec frowns and then leans in to kiss his lips "Ant... I loved it okay? And to be honest with you? I am ready to do that again...I didn't even remember the pain, Ant..it was amazing"