The confession- Magnus's pov

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Magnus's pov

After he left me without looking back, it hurt me so much to hurt alec but I had to do it, it was the right thing to do, But I couldn't hold the pain inside for any longer, I ran into the pool's changing room and locked myself into a room and let my grief pour out in form of tears. I don't know how long I've been sitting here and crying, it felt like hours but it didn't feel enough. I walked out of the room and looked at myself in the mirror, I looked like a mess, my hair disheveled and my eyes red and swollen from all the crying. I took my backpack and left the school, it was already dark by then, I walked back home and I entered my home to find my dad waiting, he had a look of anger, but once he saw my face his face changed from being angry to concerned.

"Magnus what happened???" He asked with a lot of concern in his voice.'okay! I have to come up with something quick'

"nothing dad It's just that..um..today was the last day so all my friends kinda made me emotional with their good-byes." I replied.'I mean it was kinda true all their good-byes did make me emotional but..'

"ohh...is that it? why do I feel like there is more to the story." He asked with a doubtful look on his face.

"Trust me dad this is what happened now if you'll excuse me i'll go get refreshed." With that I just stormed off to my room without looking back.

I entered my room kept my bag and went to the bathroom to take a shower, I removed my clothes and stepped into the shower and turned hot water on, I could feel my muscles relax under the touch of hot water and it helped me clear my thoughts. I stepped out of my shower, changed into my pajamas and went down to eat dinner, my dad was nowhere to be found I guess he already went to sleep thank god! I ate my dinner and went to bed but I couldn't sleep, I keep thinking about today's events.

I can't believe Alec actually loves me, no wonder he ignored me like that, He was just worried I might reject him which was exactly what I ended up doing, when I said that I don't love him, I could see that he was breaking from the inside, I could see that through his eyes. I don't know I still haven't thought about alec like that, I mean I really like him but as a friend and besides we're too young and I thought that all this will ruin our friendship but that's exactly what happened..I don't know this is just getting complicated.

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heyy guys!!! so I know this is an extremely small chapter but I just wanted to include magnus's pov as well, the next chapter will be longer.....anyways love you all, make sure you vote and comment for this chapter

love,

-vaishali




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