First love. (an Malec high school au)

You don't deserve this anymore...

Magnus's pov

What have I done? Alec just tried to help me because I was hurt and I ended up hurting him, what was I thinking, I must've hurt him so bad. I just can't do this anymore, I'm hurting Alec because I am afraid of falling in love with him. I got up and ran to the restroom because I saw Alec going in there, I went in and locked the room so nobody else can enter for now, and beside the bathroom stalls I saw Alec sitting down with his knees close to his chest and I heard his whimpers. I can't do this to him; he deserves something so much better.

I walk up to him and sat down next to him.

"Hey alec-"I started. But he stopped me

"Go away Magnus, why-d-did y-you...come here now?"he spoke as his voice broke due to all the crying for the past half hour.

"Alexander I'm sorry I didn't mean to say that to you, I am really sorry to have hurt you." I explained.

"Don't call me that anymore. Its alec." he spat

"Ok. Alec I'm sorry." I repeated

"For what? "

"For behaving like this with you, Alec please I can explain."I begged him and he finally looked up and saw me, his eyes red and swollen, he looked at me with his two blue ocean eyes it showed so much of pain it literally broke my heart. I'm done pretending Alec doesn't deserve this.

I helped him stand up, he's obviously at least a head taller than me, he looked down to meet my eyes.

"Alexa- Alec. I'm sorry I shouldn't have done what I did you don't deserve this anymore Alec."'I'm not sure of how he's going to react to what I'm going to say next...'

"Alec I love you."I blurted. 'It finally felt like weight lifted off my shoulders, this somehow felt right. Now Alec was just looking at me with two wide eyes...shit! Was it the wrong time? But Alec still didn't reply anything.'

He looked into my eyes and slowly leaned forward, he was now close enough for me to feel his breath, my skin was tingling and my heart was racing so fast, our breaths mixed and his eyes flicked down to my lips then back to my eyes, there was still a small gap between both of our lips and I leaned in to close the gap. I felt his slightly chapped kissable lips against my soft ones, I put one hand at the back of his neck and I ran the other hand through his raven black tangled hair. He put his hands around my waist and pulled me closer, we deepened the kiss with our lips fitting together like they were always meant to be and moving together in sync with our heat beats synchronizing. The time around me had stopped, nothing in my life mattered now, and it was just me and my Alexander.

We parted for air and we leaned our foreheads together, both breathing heavily and processing what just happened.

"I love you to Magnus bane......so freaking much." He whispered as he stared at me with his two gorgeous blue eyes filled with so much love.

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heyy lovess!! like I said this is one of my most favorite chapters..also I know this chapter is small i'll make sure the next one is longer..

I also wanted to mention about my description of the characters, its a combination of both the TV show and the books, just added that to avoid the confusion.

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love,

-Vaishali