I miss you

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Magnus's pov

I miss Alec it's been so many months since I saw him I feel like I'm moving away from him. I feel like this distance between us is pulling us apart even when it's not supposed to. I can't do this anymore I want to see him so bad, I want to hold him, I want to feel those lips again. It's only 3 more months and I'll see him again but I don't know if things are going to the same because it feels like he's changing. Maybe he's found someone better than me, maybe he doesn't love me anymore. I don't know maybe I'm even overreacting but I just want to see him. We even stopped talking properly.

I finished my class for the day and was heading back to my room when I got a call from...Alec.

"Alexander!"

"Magnus hey."

"Alexander it's been so long why haven't you called I've been so worried"

"I was going to ask you the very same thing. I assumed you must've been busy with all your stuff I didn't want to be a burden."

"What! Are you serious Alec you would never be a burden to me I love you do you even know how much I missed you?"

"I'm sorry I should've known better I love you too." He replied sighing in relief

"I want to see you right now." I told him

"Me too."

"I really miss you right now Alexander." I admitted

"How long is it going to take?" he asked

"3 whole months." I replied sighing

"hmm." He replied his voice cracking a little.

"What?"

"I really miss you babe." He told

I entered my room an video called him, his eyes were red and swollen

"Alec have you been crying?" I asked worried

"Yah it's just that I really want to be with you right now it's so hard to pretend you're okay when you're really not."

"Hey it's okay to be not okay sometimes and you're not the only one here Alec. Do you know how much I miss you, to be honest I feel like this distance is pulling us apart."

"It's not supposed to though." He replied sniffling

"I know...we'll figure this out." I replied lowly after a pause.

"together."

"Together." I replied

We spoke for almost the entire night and Alec stopped crying and was grinning now which made him look so beautiful that made me wonder sometimes how did I get so lucky to have him.

"We really need to get sleep now." Alec said

"Yeah we probably should." I replied

"Good night." He said

"Good night Alexander, love you." I replied giving him a flying kiss

"and I love you." He replied smiling.

We cut the call and I went to sleep well it was technically morning now but who cares, I spoke with Alec and that's all that matters and honestly now these 3 months now doesn't look like a big deal.

Time skip *3 months later*

Alec's pov

"Magnus is landing today!" I screamed as I ran downstairs to grab my breakfast. This was also our school got over last week so it was vacation. Which means I get to spend time with Magnus.

"What's up with you today?" my mom asked grinning

"Magnus is coming today!" I told excited

"yah right he is, I almost forgot." She replied. "aren't you going to pick him up?"

"I am I'll leave after breakfast, I'm planning to surprise him." I told her,

"okay you can take the car but make sure you drive carefully" she told

"Yah sure of course I will be careful." I replied with the smile never leaving my face, I was really happy.

I finished my breakfast and ran to the car and paused, when it struck me. Magnus's dad will be there to pick him up. Which means I can't go. I called him

"Alec, hey I'm going to land soon."

"hey, will your dad be there?" I asked

"...yah" he replied after a pause clearly disappointed

"Oh okay." I replied

"Al-" and hung the phone before he could speak

I don't know why but it made me really upset, I wanted to be the one who picks him up, I had a whole plan of things I wanted to do with him as soon as he lands. I know I shouldn't be this upset but I just want to see him so bad. Only if his dad knew and was okay with it, it would be really easy and things will be better.

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heyy guys I'm reallllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyy sorryyyyyyyyyy I know I promised you guys that I will be posting regularly but I really couldn't and now I feel like an idiot. I swear I'll try my best to update regularly till then bare with me ya'll. love you loads <3

-Vaishali

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