First love. (an Malec high school au)

This wasn't supposed to happen

Magnus's pov

Tonight was the best, everything went perfect, when he looked into my eyes on that Ferris wheel, that was all I ever need, Alec is the one for me and even if people say we're too young and all this is just an infatuation or an fling I know alec isn't. I know it. I went home and got refreshed, my dad had gone for a business trip to China for a week, he started going overseas often; sometimes I feel like he doesn't even care about me, all he cares about is his business and his reputation. He wasn't exactly supportive when I came out as bisexual as well, but he just didn't despise it so it was fine. But even though he didn't like that he still cared for me, but now he doesn't even care about what I do, I mean in a way it's a good thing, I can talk to Alec more often and go out with him more. Anyways I got refreshed, changed into my pyjamas and went to bed, before sleeping I texted alec good night, I went through my phone for half an hour(planned on 5 mins but ok) and still didn't get a reply, I got a little upset. He usually replies within seconds but maybe he just slept, I guess I am just over thinking stuff I should probably get some sleep, with that I drifted off to sleep in less than 2 minutes.

Alec's pov

"Alec I think we need to talk." He said and went over and sat on the couch

"Yah dad what is it?" I asked a little nervously, while I was fidgeting with my hands.

"Alec is there anything you want to tell me?" He asked trying to give a hint.

"Uh no dad, why is anything wrong."

"Why don't you tell me what's wrong"

"Dad I don't know what you're talking about"

"You damn well know what I'm talking about Alec." He shouted and threw his phone towards me, I took it and what I saw was horrible, it was a picture of me and Magnus kissing after his finale. I didn't know what to do my hands started shaking and I dropped the phone. This shouldn't happen, I wanted to tell my parents when I was ready, and this was not how this was supposed to happen.

"Care to explain Alec" He asked sternly.

"D-dad I'm g-gay." I admitted.

"And that was very obvious from the picture, I can't believe this alec, I don't want a gay son in this house, I've raised you all to be very traditional and this isn't it, just phase out of this Alec and I don't want you to be seen with Magnus again." He shouted

"Dad this isn't something to "phase out of" this is who I am and even if it were possible to phase out I don't think I'll do it because this is me and I love Magnus." I became really angry at this point.

"What do you even know about love Alec? I swear to god if you don't listen to me he will be in trouble, I heard that his dad is pretty strict, I think telling him would solve the problems" He threatened.

"Dad please I will do just as you like but please keep Magnus out of this and especially his dad, I will do anything." I promised.

"I want you to end whatever it is with Magnus, if I see you with him, things won't be good." He told. At this point I was trying really hard to control my tears, I didn't want to show myself weak in front of my father, but who could've done this, who would've taken the picture?

"Sebastian." My dad answered as if he read my mind. "Sebastian sent me the picture."

"Look alec if you want me to keep things out of his dad you will have to listen to everything I say. Is that clear?" he asked and I just nodded my head in response. With that he got up and left, I went to my room and I was really late by then. I took my phone and saw the first notification

Mags♥

-Tonight was great Alexander! Love you♥     12:41 am

-Good night   12:42 am

I couldn't hold them any longer, I went over to my bed and started crying, I cried and cried until I could no longer feel anything, my body felt numb and I look at the clock it was 3.30 am, I got up and went to the mirror to look at myself, my cheeks were tear-stained, my eyes red and swollen, my lips dry. What am I going to say him? I'm not going to end this right? I cannot do that, I love him so much and I've never thought about losing him; I can't believe Sebastian would do this, he is such a dick! He can't win Magnus in the competition doesn't mean he'll go and ruin our life. Oh god! I don't know what I'm going to do. I washed my face and got out, it was almost 4 am. I tried sleeping but I couldn't every time I thought about him tears started coming out, I don't know what time but I fell asleep when the sun rose.

I heard someone knock, which broke me out of my sleep, "who is it?" I asked with my voice still husky and rough from yesterday's crying, just when I thought about yesterday's events tears started welling up.

"It's Izzy" she said with an unusually calm voice.

"Come in" I said and got up.

She walked and gasped as she saw me, obviously anyone will, I probably looked like a mess.

"Oh my god Alec...I'm so sorry." She said and sat at the corner of the bed. "I heard you and dad talking, Alec I'm sorry this was not how things were supposed to go." She said

"I know." Was all I replied because I know I will start crying if I speak more.

"Alec you know you can talk to me right?" she asked with so much of pain in her voice, I could tell that she felt really bad too.

"I can't believe this Iz, I can't believe that d-dad...is not accepting me f-for who I am, for o-once I was actually h-happy and now d-dad wants me to end t-them, how am going to t-tell him? Yesterday when I looked into his eyes I s-saw so much of love in it, I cannot I-imagine seeing those eyes filled with pain". I told her as my voice broke.

Izzy came closer and wrapped her arms around me, I clinged onto her tightly and cried, as she slowly whispered that everything was going to be alright and dad will accept me soon.

I didn't know when but Jace and Max came in and joined the group hug, I also heard Jace whisper about kicking Sebastian's ass. We finally parted and I saw that Izzy also had been crying. Max was unaware of what was happening but he definitely knew it wasn't good and was trying to wipe Izzy tears. I love how these people supported me, I don't even care if dad is not accepting me, as long as I have these people, I'm fine. But now I have to talk to Magnus.

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heyy guys! sorry I'm late was held up with a lot of school stuff also I won't be able to update regularly but I'll try to anyways love you all, make sure you comment and vote on this chapter. and stay happy:)

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-Vaishali