First love. (an Malec high school au)

Lightwood-bane?

Alec's pov

I can't believe Magnus broke up with me because of his dad, I should've seen this coming. Everything is just falling apart, my dad is disgusted by me, and I don't know about my mom we still didn't have a chance to speak after everything happened and guess what? Even Magnus broke up with me. I don't know what he was thinking but, he wants me to wait for him. I couldn't say anything when he asked that, I just replied I will, but I don't know if things will ever work out between us again. I tried so hard not to cry, I just didn't want to cry. I closed my eyes shut, hoping for the dreams to take me but they won't. I couldn't sleep so I thought of going through my phone and when I on it, the wallpaper was a picture of me and Magnus smiling and happy. When I saw that picture a tear rolled down from the corner of my eye, I changed my wallpaper put my phone back and hugged my pillow trying to go back to sleep.

I woke up the next morning and saw the pillows were still wet because of the crying. But I don't want Magnus to know any of that. I got ready and wore a new sweatshirt that my mom got me and which I usually wouldn't have worn because it was a blank neon green sweatshirt but I don't know why I felt like I needed a change. I paired it up with black torn jeans and did my hair before leaving. I went downstairs and nobody was still awake. Looks like I got up early today, anyways I went to the kitchen made myself a pb&j sandwich and went to the couch and started eating as I went through my phone.

A few minutes later Izzy came down, she was beautiful as usual, she wore her hair into two dutch braids and wore a pink jumpsuit and a light makeup.

"morning! Alec." She said as she reached the couch.

"morning. Also, I made breakfast it's on the table." I told her and she made her way to the table and got her sandwich and came back and settled herself beside me.

I was done and was waiting for Izzy to finish, while she was eating I was just going through social media, and I came across a picture that Magnus had posted 3 days ago, it was a picture that I had taken, I still remember that memory vividly

'I and Magnus were taking a walk down at the park after school.

"hey you know when I was sitting in the class I thought about something, really weird." Magnus started

"And that was?" I asked a little confused

"What would be the surname if we get married?" Magnus asked.

"Well if we did I think either one of us should change it to the other person's name," I replied smiling.

"well...I don't think Magnus Lightwood sounds that great." Magnus told

"And I don't think Alec bane sounds any better-" I replied laughing

"Alexander Gideon Bane!" Magnus corrected. "hey not that bad!" he told giggling.

"Alright how about Lightwood-Bane?" I asked him and also it made so much more sense and was so much better.

"Perfect," he replied smiling.

We continued walking for a while, talking about the most random things and half of them made absolutely no sense. After that we spotted a tree that was incredibly beautiful and Magnus wanted to take a picture with that and he made me take almost a 1000 pictures telling me that he wanted the perfect picture to go on his profile and to be honest I wasn't tired of doing it because seeing Magnus trying to pose was the cutest thing ever! Later when we finally got the perfect picture we headed to our houses.'

I teared up at the thought of it. Just then I felt someone touch my shoulders

"Hey, you okay?" Izzy asked and looked at me sympathetically.

"I'm fine, I should be" I replied

"No, you're not Alec! You can't bottle up your feelings."

"Thanks, Izzy, I appreciate you being there for me, but I can handle this on my own and besides it hardly lasted a month or two, it shouldn't bother me that much."

"It doesn't matter for how long you've been in a relationship, it's all about the love you gave him and how long doesn't matter, I may have been with Simon for a longer time, but I could never love him the way you loved Magnus and trust me someday or the other he will realize that." She told me.

I nodded hoping that whatever she said was true, I did love him and I know that I'm not going to be okay with it but anyways I got up to get my bag

"Come on it's getting late we better get going," I told her

"JACE!!!" I shouted because we were about to leave and he still hasn't come.

"JACE HERONDALE WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING??" I shouted again and this time he responded "coming" as he slid down the railing, you know sometimes I get tired of babysitting him all the time and honestly Max is so much better. Mom will drive max to school so we left and I still haven't spoken to mom, I hope at least she will accept me for who I am unlike my dad.

We left school and Ididn't want to go there. I reached school and went to my locker to take my stuff and when I was walking to my class, I saw Sebastian coming on the opposite side.

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