First love. (an Malec high school au)

You're worth the risk.

Alec's pov

I can't believe what just happened, it felt so unreal, when I heard magnus say 'i love you', my heart stopped, I felt butterflies in my stomach, GOD! How much I had waited to hear those words, we also kissed! It's like a dream, when I felt those lips against mine I could feel my whole body relax, my blood rushing and heart slamming against my ribs. When he put his hand around the back of my neck, I could feel my skin tingling under his touch. it felt so magical.

"ALEC!" magnus called.

"yahh...?"I replied confused

"You've done nothing but stare at me for past few minutes." Magnus said as he chuckled 'Trust me it was the most beautiful thing to hear'

"You're beautiful." I whispered and he giggled.

"Thanks but I don't think we can have the restroom for ourselves all day..although I wish we did it would've been fun." He winked and turned to exit the room, and me on the other hand turned beet red and had almost chocked on air.

I don't know-all this feels good but magnus still owes me an explanation, he never really told why he avoided me. I need to know the reason before we can jump into anything.

"hey pretty boy!" Magnus called, and I looked up.

"can you umm..can we m-meet at the park today after school? He asked hesitantly 'aww, he's so cute when he stammers'

"we need to talk." He told

"yahh sure..i'll be there." I replied and l waved magnus and went back to my classes, we didn't have any classes together,I was a little upset about that.

Obviously I couldn't pay attention to class, all I did was think about magnus and that kiss! God! And about our meeting in the park, I even created the possible conversations we are going to have so I don't mess up by replying anything stupid.

The school went dead slow but once it got over I ran to my home and changed my outfit into something nice, I wore a denim shirt-not that great I know! But at least it doesn't have any holes in it..like my sweatshirts do. So I left the house and went to the park, I don't come here often but it's so beautiful, its a huge park, the fresh green grass extends over a large area, in the entrance you can see the fresh red roses twine up the arch beautifully. From the arch a stone path leads you to the center of the park which had a gigantic fountain. The park was always filled with people, not too much but not too less either, I found a empty bench in the corner of the park by the trees, I went over there and took my seat and waited for magnus to arrive.

A few minutes later I saw magnus enter the park, he looked stunning, I couldn't take my eyes off him, his eyes scanned the park looking for me and he paused when our eyes met, he grinned as he made his way towards me. He wore a black silk shirt paired up with blue pants, along with a couple of silver chains and a few rings. He just wore black eyeliner, without any glitter, overall magnus looked amazing and then there was me who just wore a simple denim shirt with torn jeans. He walked towards me and gave me a hug before sitting beside me, my heart fluttered every time he came close to me/

"heyy you" he said.

"hey" I replied

"you look gorgeous!" he told me.

"thanks..um..you're not to b-bad yours-self." I replied.

"So the reason I wanted to meet you today was to talk to you, I know I've been ignoring you all this time and out of nowhere kissed you. You deserve an explanation alec." His told in a very serious tone, I didn't know what to reply so I just nodded my head to tell him to continue.

"All these days I avoided you because I was afraid of falling in love with you." He admitted. 'I know I did create a lot of possible conversations in my head but I didn't expect this...'

"But why?" I asked him

"All these days I was listening only to my father and no one else, I listened to every word he says and in his life all relationships had failed and the only one remaining is me, he is afraid to lose me too. He thought if I get into any other relationship I might leave him and every time I hear him talk about my mother I started to close myself off from everyone because I was scared that if I get too attached to anyone they might leave me-

"just like your mom left you."I completed his sentence knowing that it was hard for him. He nodded.

"And instead I started focusing on something else that will help me come out of this, and that is when I found dance, I started focusing only on dance I left everything else behind."

"Then why did you come to me now?" I asked him because I really wanted to know the answer

"Alec I really love you, and it's time that I take some decisions in my life. Maybe my dad's life was like that but mine need not be and even if I try not to think of you, it seems almost impossible. And it hurt me like hell to hurt you and see you like that, it was all my fault alec, I don't even know if I deserve you but I love you so much and whatever comes it's worth the risk." He replied.

At that I felt like crying...he said that I was worth taking the risk I cant even describe how happy I am.

"Magnus i love you too..so much and you know that too and whatever has happened its in the past can we just forget about all that and be right here right now?" I asked him and when I said that he smiled and gave me a small cheek kiss. It felt so nice...

After that Magnus had to leave for his dance lessons, his competition is not over yet so he had to go for that practice, so we got up and waved good byes to each other and left the park. I know that what me and magnus have is different and all I hope that this works out because I really really love him and don't want to lose him ever...

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-Vaishali