"You killed her, didn't you!? Just like you killed my sweet baby sister.."~~~~~~~~~~
"I can't believe I was starting to trust you!.. I began to.. A-Actually feel something for you... Y-You.. you.." My shouting was slowly becoming softer as my voice cracked, tears swelling in my eyes again. "I... I did.. w-want to.. trust you.." My voice was now just barely above a whisper, my gaze locked onto the wall, unable to look at him for fear of what I might see. Why was I so foolish? It was so obvious.. He seemed familiar for a reason.. He began to stalk me for a reason.. "(Y/N).." My heart clutched from the sound of his voice, my blurry gaze looking up at him. I flinched when he began to reach out for me, his expression now pained and confused, "(Y/N).. I'm sorry.. So very sorry about your sister, but.."
I gulped in a breath, glaring at him as more tears sprung in my eyes, the pain I felt becoming nearly unbearable. "Y-You.." Another gasp of air. "You think a sorry is going to bring my sister back?!" After having seen Ava's mangled form for the first time ever in my dream, it just ended up bringing back all the pain I was just starting to heal from.. The pain he had helped begin to heal... "(Y/N)! You didn't let me finish! Please, let me explain." I didn't want to listen to him any longer, but the desperation in his voice only caused my heart to clutch again.
What did he have to explain..? There's no explanation for what he did.. But, still, I slowly made a small gesture for him to continue, my eyes closing so I didn't have to stare at the sad expression of his any longer. I shouldn't feel guilty for this.. This thing.. "It wasn't me, I didn't do it." I froze, not having expected to hear him say that, I thought he was going to admit to it.. My body was shaking by now, and I couldn't help but allow my eyes to slowly open and lock onto him, becoming surprised by how close he was to me now.
"It wasn't me, okay, (Y/N)? I didn't ever lay a single finger on your sister nor did I hurt the child on the news. What I had told you that one time was true. I became interested in you, so I followed you." His eyes held a begging look, seeming to be hoping I would believe him. "It couldn't have been me because when I first left that cursed game, I didn't have a full form. I'm only as solid as I am now because I've been with you.." I sniffled, attempting to not flinch away when he reached for me again, still not completely certain.
"But she said it was you.." Glitch's expression became confused once more before melting into understanding. "There's more than just one of me, remember?" My gaze dropped to the floor, landing on the discarded (F/C) rabbit suit. Of course.. Maybe she is the confused one. They all look the same but this one.. My Glitchtrap.. Is so strangely sweet at times.. And, the way he looks at me. No malice or hate.. I want to trust him on this. Now, maybe it was the look in his eyes that kept me wanting to trust him. Made me want to be held by him again. Or maybe, just maybe.. It was because of those strange fluttering butterflies I began to feel around him..
I stared into his gaze and found myself slowly reaching my hand out.. I.. I couldn't deny it.. Even with how light headed with relief I felt at the moment.. I love him.. This side of him, at least.. The side that cares about me and tries to comfort me.. It's what made me not want to believe it was him who did it after we began to become close. I'm so happy it isn't him. I'm not sure if I would've been able to forgive him.. The moment my hand brushed over his, he scooped me up into his arms, relief flooding through my shaking bones from the warmth.
"Thank you.." He muttered softly, having must been as relieved as I felt, his next set of words coming out in a whisper, "I have found myself feeling something I never even thought about.. I love you, my dear flower.. I.. don't think I could have lived without you.." My heart pounded in my chest from his words, "I love you.." Before I knew it, we were laying on the couch, him holding me close to him, not that I minded any.. I exhaled as I buried my face into his chest, sensing the happiness that radiated through him.
"You know, it's going to take a lot more than just cuddles to fully convince me." I brought my head back slightly to look at him with a playful gaze. He chuckled softly, bringing his face closer to mine and lightly rubbing our noses together, my face turning red now. "I know, (Y/N).. But perhaps this will." A small squeak of some sort escaped me when he suddenly pressed a kiss to my lips, causing my eyes to widen. I know we've already kissed, it's just so new to me still. But, it feels so right with him. I melted against him as my eyes slowly fluttered closed, accepting his advancement.
I felt him entwine our fingers together, which brought a smile to my face. By the time we pulled apart, I was out of breath and my face was flushed. Glitchtrap chuckled softly, seemingly finding my flustered state amusing, before he pressed our foreheads together. Oh, I love this. I could stay like this forever. He might have scared me with the whole Richard situation, but I know he was only protecting me.. Despite my thoughts, there was some part of me that was still uncertain about committing myself to him.. But, I ignored it and took in a deep breath, saying the words that brought joy to Glitch's face,
"I love you too."
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𝔽𝔸𝕄𝕀𝕃𝕀𝔸ℝ (Glitchtrap X Reader)
FanfictionThe events occurring in this book won't connect to the actual lore in some parts. First made in May 2019, has gone through a lot of editing since then! Trying to finally finish this 💜 Published : May 2019 Completed : ...