YOU

CHAPTER 15

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Joy felt sudden trepidation when Sungjae opened the door of his apartment, it was quite dark inside, Sungjae chuckled at her reaction seeing her like that makes him want her the more, it was like an urge that an animal has, it was natural isn't it? he thought, but shrugged, instead he lay his hand to her which lulled her inside his penthouse it was rather quite soothing than what she expected, there was this something about his personality he is very intimidating at the same time very sublime too good to be true... she was indeed lucky she thought,

the night went on they ate dinner which Sungjae has ordered it was well prepared of course, he was taking pleasure the whole time he watches her chew her food it was very satisfying hearing her moan to the taste of the food that she was eating he couldn't help but feel guilty over lusting her through the other side of the table... his breath was laboured throughout the whole dinner it felt like he was about to feast on her instead of the food he was eating,

"are you okay?"

"yes... did you eat well?"

"yes, but I can't concentrate on you breathing like that..." she muttered,

he chuckled in response raising his hands in the mid-air as if she caught him red handed, he shakes his head trying to coy an innocent reaction, she rolled her eyes then glared at him, they sat there for a moment staring at each other's eyes she knew he has this naughtiness tucked behind his conspicuous smiles, the room filled with tension as he started to approached her pulling her up from her sit, she shook her head shyly, bright red tinted her cheeks she was blushing madly.

"come here baby, why are you afraid of me all of a sudden?"

he sighed this was gonna be hard as he thought it would be, he's beginning to lose all his hope for this night, he's not gonna get lucky tonight he thought, he sighs again pulling her into his arm, he kisses her on the forehead,

"I'm not gonna hurt you..." he muttered sniffing her hair, he hugs her tight, she smiled feeling the heat rushing throughout her face, she knew she was blushing too hard,

"oppa... "

"hmm?"

"it's already 1 AM"

"then we better get to bed"

"huhhh?"

"I told you we are gonna be together until Sunday and you promised me!"

"oppa!!! but... but I didn't bring any clothes"

"it's okay I love to see you wear one of my clothes"

"don't push your luck oppa..." she chuckled giving him soft punches on the chest,

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after several moments, finally Sungjae convinced her to sleep with him in the same bed, but Joy was too nervous she was not ready if anything would happen again like the last time, when they entered the room, Sungjae immediately went into his walk-in closet, he got some of his shirts, and gave it to her, she was staring at it for a few seconds before looking back at him, he sighed,

"Look if you're not comfortable to stay, I can always bring you home?" there he said it he thought, he felt a little sad she must not trust him that much he thought but he wouldn't care if she chooses to go home, he just wants what's best interests her, he would never force her into something she's not comfortable with, he would sacrifice all his needs just to give her what she wants even if it means he'll bring her home, sure she felt that it was evidently written all over his face, he was sad a little disappointed she knew that, it was not her intentions to make him feel like he's forcing her into something, it's just this is the second night she's been in his house and the last time she was here was when she lost her virginity, although she has thought about this for a thousand times, she knew she would have to give in, it's not only because she wants to please him but it's because she also misses it, she wants to feel him again, she wants to kiss him and be kissed back, she wants all of him, but she doesn't know how to act, do or seduce him, the shyness in her is overwhelming her and that's been keeping her nervous,