YOU

CHAPTER 37

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the dark shadows of the street starts to consume her, as it reminds her of her past, her tears leaks down continuously, she didn't know what feeling was that... it was new to her, she felt somewhat happy but at the same time broken, it was confusing as hell, she hated herself for feeling that way reacting to his touch but she couldn't stop herself,  she's still drawn to him, that damn whole night made her feel nostalgic again everything came back... 

memories that she tried so hard to suppressed, feelings that she tried so hard to avoid, regret, hatred, sadness and love was all coming back at the same time, haunting her and she hates it,

she thought those feeling were gone, but she's wrong... she was sure as hell it was gone, but realization hits her hard, she's wrong... and the most aching part of it is she misses him and for that it made her cry more and more realizing that it is wrong, it is so wrong to have all kinds of feeling towards that person, that person whom she condemned and swore to her life that she would never ever feel those feelings again, but she knew she's failed, she failed big time! that moment she kissed him back was a game over and she hates him more for that, 

the more her heart beats intensifies the needs for his touch and the more she's hating it, she would rather jump off from a moving train than giving up her walls again... she wouldn't succumb to him again.

she wants it all gone...

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Meanwhile at the party, Sungjae returns inside the venue finding no Jaebum around, he needed to find sami, so he started to scan the whole venue again finally finding Sami talking with a man, which is oddly too familiar for him to forget

"what are you doing with my daughter?" he asked the man but the man stood up to his level and glares at him...

"I'm just talking to Sami..."

"talking about what?" before they could continue, 

Sohyun suddenly appear out of nowhere"you! you don't talk to my daughter!"

Sungjae frowns thinking why would Sohyun react like that "aren't you that guy from hawaii??"

"just ask your wife man..."

"ask what?" Sungjae questioned the guy with more confusion in his head this time... making Sohyun stiffen by the conversation

"nothing! There's nothing to talk about..." she muttered taking sami with her... leaving Sungjae glaring at the man.

"listen man... I don't want to cause you trouble... I'm sorry..." Mr. Kang uttered before leaving the premises...

now it was interesting he thought... but he wouldn't dare to go there... those secret feelings that he was having before, he was secretly thinking about the possibilities that Sami wasn't his in the first place... he did everything to dig more about Sohyun's past and he knew so well she had an affair with that man before he happened, that night happened... it was all there, the private investigator that he had hired gave him all that he needed except for the DNA test, he kept counting the days back and forth but the possibility of him getting drunk and not remembering anything was strange, he never blacks out ever no matter how drunk he is, he never experience those kind of memory gaps, but those times were too early to say, it was those times when she was still pregnant with Sami, so he decided to delay the DNA test until the child was born,

but everything changed after Sami was born, he dropped every suspicions the moment he first saw her, it was love at first sight, he loved Sami immediately that moment she was born, he found new hope in her... he just fell in love seeing her for the first time... he couldn't go there... he shouldn't because he's scared of the truth...