YOU

CHAPTER 43

the morning came both were still awake after releasing three intense orgasms from him, and multiple times from her they stayed in crumpled sheets and sweat mixing across of their bodies, it was a moment of silence when both just wanted to enjoy while it lasts. Joy feels so overwhelmed by what just happened she couldn't believe herself not only that they are lying in the same bed but they had sex three times without even thinking about protection.

"I'm scared..." she whispered silently there was sadness in her tone, he knew what she meant he pulled her closer to his body spooning her closer to his chest,

"I will never hurt you again.." he suddenly uttered confidently but he was scared too, he was afraid of her reaction which was shaking her head slowly trembling right there he could feel her

"Please baby.. believe me..." he uttered taking her face to his gaze

"We both know this is a lie" she muttered tears running down her face

"I'm getting divorced Sooyoung." he declared

"you don't need to say that. I can't" she suddenly wanted to get away from his arms but he would let go

"I'm not letting you go again.."

"we cant Oppa"

"Please... ill do everything for you" he begs and lowers his face to her nape as he hugs her tighter

"but you have Sami, your wife I don't want to be-" she stops realizing she didn't want to be his whore she cries more making Sungjaes heartaches so much that it's becoming unbearable,

"let's talk about this once and for all please, I want us to talk, I know it is my fault Sooyoung, it's my fault I took you for granted for wanting you so much that I forgot to keep you with me, I wanted to be a better man for you, I wanted to Please you,-"

"please just stop?"

"No! I thought I was doing the right thing she was pregnant! I didn't know what happened I was so drunk I couldn't even believe that Sami was mine" he uttered warily he just wanted to let everything out "no more secrets baby, I'm so tired of missing you"

"Oppa listen to yourself, I am not and will not be your mistress"

"you are not! okay? soon we are not married anymore Sooyoung soon I'll be free, divorced from her."

"her? Sungjae listen to yourself, will you? her ? the mother of your child! she's not just someone! she's the mother of your child! are you cr-" She wanted to continue but he cuts her off by kissing her, it was a hurtful kiss but him on her makes everything right she feels complete that moment no matter how much it hurt she just wanted to make it last while there's still time, so hesitation of kissing him back was not an option, she kisses him back the same longingness as his kisses, that moment was so surreal for Sungjae it was that moment when see realizes how much she still wants him, he tasted her tongue and runs his hands to her hair, he hovers on top of her and he stares through her eyes while they both catching their breathe it was breathless and demanding, her inner thighs was so wet she was highly arouse and hopeless at the same time she couldn't stop herself from wanting him, he lowers his lips into her lips again and again till he runs his tongue down to her neck nipping it and biting it at the same time, tasting her as much as he could he wanted to devour her whole if that would be even possible, the last thing in his mind was to end it but somehow he knew it is bound to end soon.

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Joy wakes up in his bed still naked wrap safely in his blanket, she shifted to her side finding that he was not there though sounds coming from the kitchen make his existence so real, she thought she was dreaming but it's real she smiles feeling home, at last! she closes her eyes not wanting to snap back into reality she knew she shouldn't be in there, then Sami comes to her mind guilt was heavy and raw it felt like a sharp blade cutting her right through she loves Sami so much she couldn't even explain why. Deep inside her heart she doesn't want it to stop moments with him feels like heaven for her but it was wrong she's in a relationship with someone else, so he is he, the only difference between them he's married and she's not. Suddenly she hears the door twist the knob slowly she immediately grabs the blanket to cover her face, he chuckles he knew she was awake, he slowly settles the tray full of food in his side table leaving it there as he climbs in the bed to check on her.