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CHAPTER 19

after knocking her door, he stood there frozen waiting for her to open the door, but guilt is starting to eat him, he feels like he's the one causing her misery, but his feelings for her is far greater than anything. He just can't let her go or let people go in between them, he needs her... he gathers all his strength he inhales deeply then knock again, after for a quite some time Seulgi opens the door in a shock expression, shock to see him there

"a.." Sungjae stuttered

"annyeonghaseyo Mr. Yook" Seulgi greeted him and bowed as the latter did, they stood there for a few seconds staring at each other, then Suddenly Yeri burst in yelling from the kitchen...

"eonnie!!! what's taking you so long?" then Seulgi snapped out of her trans hearing Yeri yelled from the kitchen,

"come in sir"

"I'll better come back later"

"no sir please come in"

"just tell her that I came by"

"but sir"

"it's okay"

after trying to convince him but failed, Sungjae's already gone heading back to his car getting his phone from his pocket and dialled changsub's number,

"hyung..."

"eo?! I haven't seen you in weeks"

"yeah I know can we meet tonight?"

"just right in time we're heading to the club tonight"

"araso I'll be there" after talking in the phone, he drives off, heading to the club,

...

"so, are we going to tell her he came by?"

" I don't know"

"just tell her girls" Irene uttered who just arrived in the apartment bringing more food, the three stayed there to comfort to take care of Joy who is still weak from exhaustion, which she didn't really want to talk about it... she just wanted to cry, cry it all out...

"Sooyoung, I know this is hard but you need to eat"

"eonnie how am I going to move on from this? I'm so stupid"

"noooo you're not stupid, let's just think about second options"

"no eonnie it's expulsion universities are not going to accept me for having a bad record!"

"there, there! please Sooyoung you must be strong araso?"

"I just wanted a simple life eonnie"

"it's okay... "

after comforting Joy, finally the girls was reluctant to leave her, since Joy assured the girls that she was ok, so the girls finally agreed to go home, after a while Joy checks her phone she didn't know how to feel when she sees Sungjae's messages, she didn't want to blame him but for some reasons he was a part of it the main reason for her expulsion her heart filled with regrets she feels lost she didn't want to see him yet, but she knew her feelings for him devours her whole existence she has surrendered everything just to be with him, she got what she wanted but she lost everything that she needed,

...

A week have passed, Joy didn't tried to contact Sungjae, he has been there almost every day, waiting for her at the apartment no one knows where she is... even Irene, Seulgi or Yeri doesn't know where she is, Sungjae had his suspicions that they might be hiding her, he practically asked everyone that he knows that whom might know her too... at the same time he works so hard trying to do the job that his father expects from him, today is the schedule for his trip to Hawaii with Sohyun. so he tried to call Joy several times before leaving the country but to no avail she didn't answered, he sighs watching out the airplane's window wondering where she could be, Irene assured him that she just needed time, to which Sungjae tries so hard to understand for her sudden hiatus, but as the days comes the more Joy seems to avoid him, it made him crazy following her friends from afar a few days ago like a hawk wishing that he could see her but his patience is fading slowly, how could she left him like this? it kills every piece of him just thinking that she might not come back anymore... he feels too frustrated, he finds himself sitting at a pub in Hawaii the Kauai bar one of the most famous not that he cares he just wants to feed himself with alcohol even just for tonight he thought, trying to avert his thoughts from thinking too much of her...