I want to say thanks to my mom!
I want to say thanks to her for giving birth to me
I want to give thanks to her for caring for me
I want to give thanks to her for being nice
I want to say thanks to her for feeding me
I want to say thanks to her for making me feels insecure
I want to say thanks to her for making me feel horrible
I want to say thanks to her for hitting me
I want to say thanks to her for this depression
I want to say thanks to her for taking away my childhood
I want to say thanks to her for not being there for 10 years
I want to say thanks to her for this anxiety, social anxiety to be exact
I want to say thanks to her for blocking me away from the world
I want to say thanks to her for not wanting me to have friends
I want to say thanks to her for taking my first best friend away from me
I want to say thanks to her for taking one awesome thing away from m- no wait scratch that! I want to thank her for taking 2 girls away from me...
And most of all I want to say thanks to her for not accepting me
I also want to say thanks to my dad
-for not being there ever....
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Nothing left for me to say
There's no more wicked games to play
It's time for me to walk away
I am alright
I feel like I'm on a high
A new beginning that is my life
I'm turning to the rhythm of the night
I am alright
The music is making me growing
The only thing that keeps me awake is me knowing
There's no one here to break me or bring me down
And no one here to hurt me or fool around
I have no more time for you to hurt my feelings
Done enough to prove I'm all that I believe in
We are at the end, no more stupid lies
I'm better off without you here by my side
So now there is no longer
You and I
There is no longer
You and I
There is no longer
You and I
Don't care what other people say
I know you fool around all day
No it doesn't hurt me anyway
I am alright aah
And when the the day turns into night
I'm in the club forgetting you and I
And when I think of how you treated me
you proved me right
The music is making me growing
The only thing that keeps me awake is me knowing
There's no one here to break me or bring me down
And no one here to hurt me or fool around
I have no more time for you to hurt my feelings
Done enough to prove I'm all that I believe in
We are at the end, no more stupid lies
I'm better off without you here by my side
So now there is no longer
You and I
There is no longer
You and I
There is no longer
You and I
"I no longer need you
Our hearts are no longer in sync
We are no longer one
There is no more us"
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I realized I was never over that it was still the same. I kept deleting you from my life but somehow you popped right up. I see your name and I wanna say hi I wanna be friends but no.
