Part 14

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Why are you lesbian?

Because one day I was sitting in my room floor watching rugrats when my fairy god faggot flew into the room she said "listen here you son of a bitch you are gay everyday got it?" And I nodded then she hit me on the head with her antidick stick and POOF now I'm a homo

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She was beautiful, but not like those girls in the magazines. She was beautiful, for the way she thought. She was beautiful, for that sparkle in her eyes when she talked about something she loved or those bands or songs. She was beautiful, for her ability to make other people smile even if she was sad or something. No, she wasn't beautiful for something temporary as her looks. She was beautiful, deep down to her soul.

But she was more then beautiful... She was gorgeous..

She had a name and it was....

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I am good for awhile

I'll talk more, laugh more

Sleep and eat normally

But then something happens

Like a switch turns off somewhere

And all I am left with is this darkness of my mind

But each time it seems like i sink

Deeper and deeper

And I am scared....

Terrified that one day I won't make it back up

I feel like I am gasping for air

Screaming for help

But everyone just looks at me

With confused faces

Wondering what I am struggling with

When they're all doing just fine

And it makes me feel crazy

Makes me think

" what the hell is wrong with me"

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I'm sorry I'm not the daughter you wanted

I'm sorry that I'm a shit sister

I'm sorry that I have depression

That I cry to much

That I always hide in my room

I'm so sorry that I don't do everything you ask

I'm so sorry I'm not perfect and pretty

That I'm tired

And antisocial

Please forgive me for being a human

Because you're so perfect

I'm really sorry I waste of space, that I even exist

I wish I could disappear

To make it easier on everyone

Seen as I'm such a horrible person

Seen as it's impossible to be nice to me

Impossible to be perfect like you

To make no mistake

I'm so fucking sorry

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