Apex Avenger: Shadow Soldier

Ch 12

"You're an abomination since birth! Female shapeshifter with a dick! You actually thought Black Widow would want to be with you *laughs* aww you're stupider than we thought. She's a spy she said herself that love is for mere children. She just used you to her benefit." He says.

I clench my jaw swallowing the lump in my throat feeling my eyes gloss over but I won't cry infront of him he won't get that satisfaction.

"Hit a nerve?" He taunts.

I shake my head and he chuckles leaving the room. When the closes the door I let out a sigh.

"That stupid beefcake might be right. Nat is a gorgeous woman who can have anyone she wants. Why would she want a chick with a dick? She was just using me. I'm such an idiot. If I knew this was gonna happen I would have never joined the stupid Avengers." I grit to myself pulling against the restraint on the wall I'm now stuck to.

"No come on Y/N don't say that then you wouldn't have met Clint your best friend." I shake my head.

"Great now I'm talking to myself *rolls eyes* I need to get out of here I'm going fucken mad." I say looking around the room.

I pull on the chain but get nowhere.

"Fuck how am I gonna have the strength for this if all I eat are fucken crackers and water." I scoff.

"Stupid collar I need Smash." I slap the wall.

"Alright fuck it." I say then try to shift through the shocks and pain.

I turn into Smash getting constantly shocked from the collar. I pull hard on the chain snapping it off the wall. The pain is starting to get to me I try to pull it off but it won't budge. Soldiers then bust in with strong stun guns and all aim at me making me roar in pain. All the shocks making me weak and shift back. Others came in with whips and starting whipping me mercilessly. They then stop when I don't move.

I slightly jolt awake on the floor I rub my eyes as they are a bit wet for some reason.

"Look who's awake." I hear Cap's voice through the speaker.

"What the hell did ya'll do? Fog me?" I ask as I smell my clothes.

"You were throwing a tantrum." He responds making me growl.

"I'll show you a tantrum." I say then shift as the doors open.

Scarlet Witch and Vision make their way to my cell. I growl and glare at them.

"I'm not going to talk to you like this, shift back." She shakes her head.

I huff and hit my chest once with my right arm.

"Smash I'm not playing." She says seriously.

That name made me feel weird and all of a sudden I'm in my human form involuntarily.

"*looks down at myself* What the hell? *looks back up* How did you do that?" I ask.

"You might have control of the human side of Apex but not the animal side completely." Vision says and I scoff.

"Want a shower?" Scarlet Witch asks sincerely.

I slowly nod and Vision steps up but before he can raise his hand up to the wall the witch stops him.

"No funny business, I'm being nice but if you try to shift or escape everyone will immediately be after you and you will be on extreme lockdown." She says and I nod.