SET IN 6B
Spencer hated Hospitals, especially sitting in the waiting rooms because it made her think back to all the times in high school when she sat in the hospital waiting room with her friends for whatever reasons, that was most likely due to something that A did to one of them or their bed buddies or whatever the case was and now here she is again, sitting in the hospital waiting room with her head in her hands and praying desperately that her amazing boyfriend makes it through this.
"This is all my fault." She whispered to herself as she tried to contain the tears in her eyes.
"Spence." She was brought out of her worst case scenario thoughts at the sound of Emily's voice, she lifted her head to see that she had just walked into the hospital, she got up from her chair and Emily ran to her and gave her a much needed hug. "How is he?" Emily asked worriedly. "He's still in surgery, they won't tell me anything." Spencer said as she wiped a stray tear from her eye, Emily put her hand on her shoulder comfortingly. "What happened?" Emily asked gently and Spencer took a deep breath before speaking again. "We had just had a perfect date night, the timing was perfect and everything because he had the night off from the station and so he took me to my favorite restaurant and we had a really nice time, everything was perfect…. Until we were walking back to the loft… we had just crossed the street and we were almost back to The Brew when this car just came out of nowhere and was headed straight towards me, and you know how protective he is of me…" Spencer said as more tears fell down her face. "He pushed you out of the way." Emily said and Spencer nodded. "And there's not a doubt in my mind that A.D. was driving that car." She said and Emily nodded. "Have you gotten a text yet?" She said and Spencer shrugged. "I don't know, after I called you I decided that I didn't want to deal with A.D. or anything else so I turned my phone off." She said and Emily nodded. "Understandable, I didn't know if you wanted me to tell the others so I just came straight here after you called me." She said and Spencer nodded. "Thank you, I don't really want to deal with them right now, I just knew that he would want you here." She said. "I'm glad you called me." Emily said and Spencer nodded. "Well you're his best friend and I know he would want you here." She said. "I'm glad that you called me because I know that he wouldn't want you sitting in this waiting room my yourself stressing out about all this." Emily said. "Well it's hard not to, especially considering where we're standing right now, but I'm glad that you're here." Spencer said before giving her a hug and Emily hugged her back.
"I can't lose him." Spencer said as more tears fell down her face, Emily gave her a sympathetic look. "You're not going to lose him Spence, Toby's strong and he's a fighter, and he wouldn't let anything stop him from getting back to you." Emily said, trying to reassure her and as much as she wanted hoped that she was right she still had her doubts, because you know what they say about hope, it breeds eternal misery. "This is all my fault." Spencer cried and Emily wished there was something more she could do. "Spencer don't say that." She said. "It's the truth though Emily! He was protecting me! And look where it got him, in the hospital fighting for his life, again!" Spencer said angrily and the tears kept coming. "Toby wouldn't want you blaming yourself." Emily said calmly. "Yeah well he's not here right now is he." Spencer said before looking down at the floor and then she whispered "God I can't lose him." and she had hoped that Emily didn't hear her but hope breeds eternal misery. "Spencer you're not going to lose him, I promise you." Emily said and Spencer looked up at her. "You can't promise me that though, because you don't know." Spencer said. "I know how much Toby loves you, and that would do anything to get back to you, you are not going to lose him, don't worry." Emily said softly. "No seriously Em I cannot lose him." Spencer said trying not to break down again. "He's going to be fine Spence." Emily said trying to comfort her, but she shook her head. "You don't understand, I need him to be okay because before this happened I had just told him something." Spencer said before looking down at the floor. "What did you tell him?" Emily asked curiously and Spencer looked up at her as fresh tears fell down her cheeks. "I'm pregnant." She whispered and Emily's jaw dropped open in shock. "Oh my God Spence that's great!" She said before giving her another hug, Spencer sniffled. "Thanks, this is definitely not how I wanted to tell you, we were going to keep it between us for awhile…" Spencer said before looking down at the floor again. "I didn't even know you two were even thinking about kids right now, or was this not planned?" Emily asked. "Actually we've been trying for about a month now, we didn't want to say anything." Spencer said. "Because of nosy Hanna?" Emily said and Spencer laughed softly. "Yeah exactly." She said.
