stupid for you ~fransykes~

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At lunch Oli decided to sit with Josh again, which Josh didn't mind at all. In fact, Josh was the one who had invited Oli to sit with them. After the bell rang this morning, Oli went to English with tears in his eyes and as soon as he sat in the classroom he just broke down. Fortunately, the teacher didn't show up for the lesson so Josh took Oli out of the classroom and tried to cheer him up all period.

So now they were sat together at lunch again, Elissa glaring at Josh's arms that were around Oli's waist. Oli didn't really think too much about where Josh's hand were, Josh was just trying to comfort him after all and he really needed the reassurance right now.

At the end of lunch, Josh got up to walk Oli to class when suddenly someone grabbed his hand and began pulling him out of the dining hall.  They dragged him all the way to behind the bike sheds when random year 9s always came to smoke. Josh finally turned around and was met with a very pissed off looking Elissa.

"What the fuck are you playing at Josh! Writing Oli love notes, really?" She almost screamed at him. Josh's eyes went wide and his face instantly went a light shade of pink

"I don't know what you are talk-"

"Don't play dumb with me Joshua! A letter dropped out of his locker and it was your lyrics in your handwriting!" She seethed, her teeth gritting together and one of her fingers jabbing into Josh's chest accusingly.

"So what if I've been sending him little notes? What does it matter to you?" He argued back.

"It matters to me because I don't want you playing your stupid games with my best friend!" She yelled.

"Best friend?" He mimicked. "Oli came into English sobbing because of you, last time I checked best friends don't make each other cry!"

"I was mad because I care about him! A concept you will never understand." She spat.

"What do you mean never understand? Of course I care about him." He spat back with equally as much venom in his voice.

"Yeah? Just like you care about all the other people you toy with? I know what you're up to Josh!" She said confidently.

"Oh yeah and what is that?" He shook his head and raised his eyebrows.

"Sending him those notes, being nice to him, giving him your jacket. You're manipulating him into thinking you like him so that he will get in bed with you."

"I do like him!" Josh stated angrily.

"Yeah just like you liked Jade? Or Sophie? Or Jaime?" She narrowed her eyes.

"No! I actually really like him Elissa, you don't understand." Josh sighed in defeat.

"Yeah right. You won't even look at him again after you've been under the sheets with him!"

"You know what I think Elissa? I think you're jealous that I've actually got a shot with him and you haven't." Josh growled.

"You think you've got a shot with him? Ha. He's way too good for you." She scoffed. "He deserves better."

"What someone like you?" Josh said sarcastically. "Give me a break!"

"Shut up!" She yelled at him.

"What? Struck a nerve have I? Tell me Elissa, how much does it hurt knowing your brother has more of a chance with Oli than you, simply on the basis that he has a dick."

Josh was suddenly flung to the floor, pushed by the force of Elissa's hand slapping across his face. He brought his hand up to his cheek and gasped when he felt blood running down it.

"I'm sorry Josh, I can't let you do this. Not to him." She said bitterly before running back into the school building, leaving Josh there on the ground.

Josh got up off the ground and brushed the dirt off his trousers. There was no point going to class now because it was almost half way through the lesson, so he decided to go somewhere else instead. Oli's locker.

Josh wasn't naive, he knew the letters wouldn't work anymore now that Elissa knew about them. Guess he would have to go with his backup plan instead.

He walked up to Oli's locker and checked that the coast was clear before grabbing a bobby pin from his bag and skilfully picking the lock. Once inside he grabbed a sticky note from inside his backpack and wrote down his message before sticking the note onto the inside of Oli's locker.

He then closed the metal door and slipped the lock back on like nothing had ever happened before making his way out of the school doors and out of the school gates.

He was going to prove Elissa wrong. He was going to prove everyone wrong. everyone though that he was nothing more than a selfish, fuckboy with no emotions but they were wrong. He did like Oli and he wanted to actually have a relationship with him. He wanted to take him on dates and meet his parents and kiss him.

They would be wrong, he knew it. All he needed to do know was pray Oli wouldn't take Elissa's advice and would carry on talking to him, even if he couldn't send him notes anymore. He was determined to carry on talking to Oli, and hopefully Oli felt the same way about him too.

All he had to do now was wait.