We finally got home and Lena called Kara to go take care of James.
When we got to Lena's place I fell asleep as soon as I sat down on her couch. When I woke up I was in a bed. The bed I was in wasn't her bed though. It was a Deo bed. I was in the Deo med bay. I felt a hand in mine and I turned to see Lena asleep. I shook her lightly to get her to wake up.
"Oh your awake" she said. "Yeah. How'd I get here I thought I fell asleep on your couch". "You did I carried you here because they'll do a better job looking over you than the hospital". "Oh thanks I guess".
"Look Y/n I know you just woke up and your probably tired but I need to tell you this and as soon as I do I'll leave". "Ok". She looked nervous. I looked down and noticed are hands were still together so I gave it a light squeeze.
"Ok so I know you probably hate me and I don't blame you. I shouldn't have gotten you involved with me. And then when I tried to protect you I just made things worse. I knew when I broke up with you I was going to hate it. But then you got kidnapped and I hated myself more than I already did because I let it happen. If I never would have talked to you in the first place then maybe you wouldn't be hurt this bad. I'll never forgive myself. And it's funny because when I look back the only way I could've protected you was to stay with you. Y/n... I love you and I always will. And I'm sorry for all the pain that I caused" she said crying.
She started to get up and I pulled her back down and kissed her.
"Lena if you think that I could ever hate you then your insane. The whole time I was in that place you were the one I was thinking about. I still love you Lena and I always will". "How". "How what". "How do you still love me and why. After everything that happened". "Because Lena you just don't understand. Even if I try to not like you or not love you it doesn't work. It's you. I've always wanted you and I will always love you. Even when I thought you didn't feel the same way I tried not to love you but it didn't work. I couldn't stop thinking about you. Everything about you is perfect Lena and that's why I can't stop loving you".
"But nothing about me is perfect". "That's where your wrong Lena. I find everything about you perfect. I know you feel like you don't deserve love Lena but you do. You do so much for this city and no one sees it just because your a Luthor. But Lena I see it. I've seen everything that you've done. Lena you deserve love I just don't know how long it's going to take you to realize that you do. So I don't care what you feel like you don't deserve right now because I know what you deserve. You deserve the world Lena".
"Y/n I still want you". "I want you too Lena". "I promise I'm going to fix everything I did I'm not going to let you down Y/n" she said starting to get up.
"Where are you going". "To leave you alone I'm sure your tired". "I am but that doesn't mean I want you to leave. Can you just stay here with me?" "Yeah if you want me to". "Of course I do". I moved over in the bed so she could lay down with me.
"Y/n" she said looking up at me. "Yes". "I love you". "I love you too". Then I kissed her and we fell asleep.
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Katie McGrath Imagines
RomanceKatie McGrath/Lena Luthor x reader. Mainly Lena Luther now