You don't know Me - Chaesoo ✔️

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Rosè pov

"JISOO!! I screamed when I saw her in the floor.
"JISOO WAKES UP!!! COME ON BABY!! wakes up! It's not funny! JISOO! Jisoo" I shake her but she didn't answer "Help!! Someone call the ambulance!!" I scream crying. Jennie  arrives running and called the ambulance. In the wait I cry the shit out of me while Jennie and the others girls seems like 'calm'.

When they arrived they took Jisoo and I follow behind with her friends.

No words where speaken in the ride. I could just blame myself again and again.

When I though it would take an hours to arrive we were at the hospital. Jisoo was rushed in a room where we weren't allow to enter. After an hour a doctor exit. I run to him but he passes me as if I was nothing.

"jennie...." he knows her?

"tell me Jin how is she?" Jin?

"she is fine. Just need to sleep a bit and please let her take her medicine for a mouth and than we will do a check up. Nothing serious like last time. Take care girls" last time? What's happening?

"Jennie what's happening?" I ask her touching her shoulder. She flinched at the contact.

"don't touch me! Don't you ever come near again!" I back away a little "she is there because some shit you did! It's your fault!!"

"I - - I...."

"I don't want to see you near her never again!! Go away!!" she screams at me. I watch her walking away and when she was nowhere to be found I kneel down feeling vulnerable.

It's my fault.
It's my fault.
It's my fault.
It's m-----

"no it's not"

"why are you still there?" I ask. All the people should hate me

"because I couldn't leave you her crying over something useless." she rises my chin letting me meet her eyes "Jennie is just overreacting. You have done nothing. I would like to tell you what's happening but I'm not in the place to do so. One day you will understand and when it will come I hope you won't back away"

"back away? What are you talking about Sana?"

"you will understand. For now stand up, go home and return here tomorrow to fix whatever happened today. And please don't blame yourself." she says before walking away.

Right. I should do as told. I will be here tomorrow before she will wake up so that we can fix things. I say things that I don't though.

As the time pass I couldn't calm down my thoughts. I cry so hard that night thinking Jisoo will hate me because I'm the reason she is in there.
I'm so afraid to not being able to be with her again.
I'm afraid she won't accept my apologize.

Eventually I was so tired of crying that I fell asleep.

When I woke up I started right away to change so I could go to the hospital. It took me 30 minutes to prepare and now I'm on my way.

As I arrived I saw a lot of doctors rushing in Jisoo's room.

"What's happening?" I asked to a nurse who was running.

"the patience has an Hermorrhage, please miss move aside and wait" she rushed again in closing the door behind. I knock at the door yelling to let me in, to let me see Jisoo.

"JISOO!! LET ME IN!! JISOO!!" I shout again and again but nothing.

I became weak just by thinking of what was happening. My legs give in and I fall on the floor. Tears fall continuously without a break.
I can't be. She won't leave me like that. She is strong.

All my streght return when I saw the nurse exiting the room. But in her face there was a sad smile. I look at her in disbelief.

"no.... No.. No... no it can't be" I sya covering my mouth with both hands

"I'm s----"

"time of death 9:33" the doctor says making me run in the room.

"JISOO, baby come on! You can't leave me!! We still need to talk!! We still need to decide our dreams!! Don't leave me!! Wake up!!" for how much I could shout at her or shaking her she was there lifeless. Her body st touch was already colder than usual. I hug her with the hope I could heat her so she could return to me." JISOO!! Jisoo!! Wake up!! I still need to tell you how much I love you!! Wake up!! Don't leave me!!"

"we are sorry miss. We try everything in our power.... "

"NO YOU DIDN'T! IF SO SHE WOULD STILL BE THERE!!" I yell at them

"please calm down Miss" the nurse comes to me

"NO YOU NEED TO DO SOMETHING!! WE STILL NEED TO DO A LOT TOGETHER! TAKE HER BACK!! PLEASE! I need to tell her I'm sorry and I love her! Please take her back!" I cry on the nurse chest.

"we are sorry"

I cry harder and harder until I didn't have no more tears.

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Author pov

As time pass Rosè was depressed every around her was all black. Her only light left her.

Her friends try to cheer up but it was useless.

She blame herself for the death of her lover. If she didn't say those things maybe Jisoo will be there. If she didn't follow her she will be here.

Her life doesn't have a meaning anymore.

She can't see hopes for her future.

She can't be happy anymore.

She hates herself everyday more than the day before.

She can't take it anymore.

She decides to commit suicide.

She launch herself from the rooftop of the hospital.

She died on 3 January at 9:33.

Eventually they have been together in heaven.