You don't know Me - Chaesoo ✔️

Cap 29

Rosè pov

I wake up sweating and shouting. Fortunately it was all a dream. I can't bear to loose her.

As fast as I can I put on some clothes, eats breakfast and drive to the hospital.

I run to her room hoping to be there before she wakes up.
What I didn't expect was Jennie guarding the door. When our eyes meet her stare give me shivers at the back of my neck.

"what are you doing here?" she asks with a cold tone that makes me gulp.

"I want to see her. I know it's my fault and I'm here to correct my mistake"

"and do you think I will let you?"

I kneel down to her and she seems shocked by my action "please Jennie unnie, I need to see her. Give me just this opportunity and if she won't accept you won't see me ever again near her. Just give me one time to talk to her"

She seems to be in deep thought before answering me "stand up and follow me"

I do as told and follow her. We arrive to...... the garden? What are we doing here?
We sit on a bench and for more than 5 minutes we stay silent.

"I'm...... I'm sorry" Humm?  "I'm sorry for how I react yesterday"

"no it's fine. I deserve it. It's my fault anyway so I understand why you have done it. I deserve it all and even worst" I look down ashamed of my actions.

"it's not your fault Rosè"

"yes it is"

"no it's not and it is because......" again she was in deep thoughts as if she was having a battle with herself "you need to know something but I need to know something before I will tell you. Do you really love her? No matter what"

"you are scaring me but of course. yes I love her" I say confident

"I believe you words. Now listen carefully. I shouldn't be the one to tell you but you need to know to understand"

"Jennie unnie it's not necessary if you don't want....."

"do you know why we bullied you for the last 2 years?" she started

"no"

"it's because of your surname, Park. The surname of the man who destroy Jisoo life" she say looking straight in front of her not even glancing at me. I stay silent listening to every words that came out of her mouth.

"Jisoo was the happiest and funniest girl you could have ever met. She was always optimistic. She would invent one of her lame jokes just to make you smile again because you were down. She would help you if you have any kind of issue. One time she even stay up all night to learn something so the day after she could teach us what to do" she smiles bitterly at the memory "she was always there for us, but it all changed when she fell in love with Park Jimin. He was the most popular boy of the school but he seemed caring and humble towards all of us.
As time passed they started to date. They did what all couple do, being lovey-dovey in every occasion and going to dates. It all seems normal until they had their first year anniversary. We all could sense something was wrong. They fought more and sometimes Jimin would ditch Jisoo to go out with his new friends. He started to get drunk and blame her for every little thing.
We discovered this by ourself because she wouldn't tell us what was going on. One time at PE we notice some bruises on her stomach. We all know it was Jimin. Everyday she would have new ones.
Their relationship was toxic. She couldn't anymore going out with us, she could just obey him. He would force her and she would refuse just for then being beaten up.
It all get worst when he drugged her and raped her. After that night he went away and we could no more reach him." Jennie stops to take a long breath just to start right after "she started to have some kind of panic attack whenever she would feel some strong emotions. Again it all got worst when she discover about her pregnancy. She was devasted to have some creature on her body that came from him.
We convinced her to go to a clinic that could help her and it worked. It was a nightmare. It was the hardest thing to see her breaking down in tears every single day all because of one.
After 1 year of therapy she started again to live. But a part of her still hate Jimin to death and that's when you came. She though you were his relative and she wanted revenge, even if it wasn't him she wanted to. With time we understood you two weren't relatives but she didn't care. She just continue to bully you every times she felt vulnerable. Then you took her as a slave, and for how much I know Jisoo she would get rid of you easily but something stopped her from leaving.
Then you were raped. She changed mind and decided to help you because nobody want to pass what she went through. As you two became closer she started again to have feeling for someone and you give her a reason to believe again in love.
When you arrived in her life also an old part of her came back. She laughs more and even stops to overreacting about everythings." she takes a long breathe and she faces me "that's why I was so angry with you. You have taken her back and now I'm afraid she will be broken. I'm afraid Rosè that this will be the last time I'll see her smile. Please don't take away her smile again" Jennie finished sobbing.

She came near me and wipes tears I didn't know to have.

She passed through hell and I didn't know nothing.

I yell at her and I didn't even know what I was doing to her. I hurt her.

She was raped and she was depressed. She was pregnant.

Wait.

She was PREGNANT! SHE WAS FUCKING PREGNAT!!! Omggggg.

"Jennie unnie...... Wha-what what ab-about the ch-child?" I ask a bit afraid of the answer. She moves her gaze away from me. She inhaled and exhaled a few times. Some tears fall down her eyes ruining her make up even more. She took a last breath before speaking.

" Rosè...... You promise right? You promise me you love her no matter what. Y------"

"Jennie! Go to the point!!" I shout anxious

"she keep them" she say lowering her voice

"them?" I ask in disbelief

"they are twins. They are in the dorm where the girls and I live with Jisoo."

"so that's why she was always suspicious about her house. She didn't trust me enough to tell me the truth" I say standing up

"Rosè where are you going? You promised!" Jennie grabs my arm stoppibg me from walking away

"honestly Jennie unnie would she ever tell me about her story? Does she have the intention to tell me the truth?" I say angry at her. It doesn't have nothing to do with her kids, it's the fact she hide the thruth. There were several times she could have tell me but she decided I was not worth to know her story.

" Rosè, please. You promise me! You say you love her no matter what!" Jennie cries on my arm "don't let her live like this again. Please" she begs.

"Unnie" I call her but she was crying to hard to hear it "Unnie!" I scream and she gives me full attention "I never say I will leave her...... Just give sometimes to reflect a little"

"thanks. Thanks. It really means a lot" she hugs me as a koala.

"I need to go out to fresh my mind a little. I will be back" I say before walking out of the hospital.

When I reach the park outside the hospital I kneel down letting all out. It's hard to accept all but I need to be strong enough.

I called Lisa and she came to pick me up. We went to her house where there were also the others girls waiting.
Once I step in I let it out all over again. I cry so hard that eventually I fell asleep.