"Behind it" - Cai Xukun FF (ip+sk ff)

Epilogue

Natalie's POV

Few years later

"Natalie Cai? Oh my god, is that you? I'm your fan...I just love your books!" some girl yelled a bit running up to me as I walked back home. It was late afternoon and the sun was still shining brightly on the clear sky.

"Thank you, it is really nice to meet you," I said smiling sincerely at the teenager.

"I really like all of your books but the most I love Secrets and Behind it. I was so surprised after reading Secrets that the second part of this is going to be about another characters and what more that the bad one would be the good one...and then when I finished reading it turned out that the good one was the bad one all the time. I didn't know if I was angry, happy, shocked or depressed. It gave me so many mixed emotions...that's why I love it."

I chuckled a bit because of the excitement the girl showed me.

"And that time when Jisoo killed herself," she added and I felt a gentle pang in my heart.

Jennie...

"I cried actually but I understood her decision in some way. She thought that she would not be herself anymore. She killed a person...she must have been really tired. It would haunt her for a long time but after taking her life she probably came to a better place, right?" the girl questioned and a sad smile found a way to my face.

"You're probably right...that what she probably felt," I stated looking up to the blue sky. Small sigh left my mouth as the girl decided to ask another question.

"There is also something I've been wondering about...how do you get the inspiration for the stories and how do you do this that the main characters feelings seem so sincere and real?"

I laughed slightly at the question and looked into the girl's shining eyes. "I just have a luxuriant imagination I guess."

The girl thanked me for giving her my time and I also thanked her for her suport.

I headed back home knowing that something good to eat was waiting for me.

I had flown to another country for a new start but my past just didn't want to get away from me so I used it for something useful. I had changed my story into the book.

To be honest it helped me a lot to deal with all of those memories. It all happened and I couldn't changed the past. I had to understand that I have to use the chance I had been given.

I opened the door of my house and yelled. "Xukun, I'm home!"

Out of nowhere my body was trapped in two strong hands and I smiled to myself smelling Xukun's perfume.

"I've missed you," he said and I rolled my eyes.

"I've been out for only two hours," I stated but the boy just shook his head.

I had got married with Xukun. I still remember that day. Camile and Changbin didn't know what was going on since they knew nothing. Kate had to explain that Xukun was just a policeman what was actually true. Ziyi and Irene also came but they didn't say their real names to anyone and once Ziyi made a mistake so the guests weren't sure what was his name actually. Jisung and V also came. V had a really great time but Jisung quickly disappeared. We hadn't talked much since our break up and I didn't care much about it.

Kate also got married to Changbin and they had a little boy named Jackson. Camile...didn't get along with Xinchun so she just came back to Chunji but I wasn't sure on what page were they.

I had Xukun after all.

Xukun finished his job as a spy and just started to work in a regular polices forces as a criminal psychologist. He also had become my inspiration for my crime stories. The man was just telling me what had happened in work then I modified it and the book was ready.

"I made you a lot of delicious food since you eat a lot lately...I don't know what got into you but I don't really mind that," he declared with a big grin on his face as I took his hands into mines.

"But I know what got into me," I started and confusion could be seen on Xukun's face. "It will be better if you sit down," I advised. We walked to the couch and we both sat down.

"Xukun," I said seriously as terror appeared in my husband's eyes as if I was getting a divorce. "I'm pregnant, Xukun."

And again a pair of hands choked me in a tight hug as I laughed while slowly hugging the boy back.

"Xukun, too strong," I patted his back gesturing him to let go and immediately he took my shoulders in his big palms making me look at him.

"Really?" he asked as he couldn't believe the news.

"Yes, for real, one hundred percent sure," I stated and the boy kneeled in front of me.

"I'll be the best father. I promise," he declared and I stroked his head.

I know you will...

"I love you, Natalie."

"I love you, too, Xukun."

It was just beginning of a new chapter in our wonderful extraordinary story. I didn't know how was it going to end.

Our journey probably isn't going to be perfect...but I am happy I will spend it with you, Xukun...