Gloom (Felix x Reader)

Chapter 10

When you opened your eyes to let the sun greet you, the bed was empty and you found yourself all alone under the warm sheets. Pan used to call the boys very early for the training so it was no surprise for you at all. What bothered you, was the fact that Thomas did  not even mind to wake you.

A gasp escaped your lips as you stretched your limps and climbed out of the cozy bed, letting the comfortable feeling go and start to dress yourself. The air was warm like usual and the birds sang their lovely song. You grabbed your basket and tried your best to climb with it down the ladder.

'Go! Go! Go!'
'I am moving!'
'Then move faster!'

The boys had formed groups  to find Felix, he has been gone for three days now since the game and no one knew where he could  be. Except you. Guilt overcame you at the thought of that. You were torn apart between your emotions and logical decisons. You could not even answer why you did not tell Pan.

Because he is up to something.

'Y/N!' Javier yelled from across the clearing and trolled over to you, resting his arms against his hipbones. His green eyes looked so pale and the sunlight. 'We need to talk.' He spoke amd nodded over to follow him behind some thick bushes.

'I don't want to.' You snapped back and attempted to walk past him, but before you coukd react he had you by your upper arm and yanked you over to the bushes. 'You have no choice!'

His face was concerned and he checked several times if someone was nearby before he finally turned over to you again.

'Okay listen up fast, we don't have much time-' he swallowed hard and again checked the surroundings before he continued whispering, 'You have no Idea what will happen if we don't find Felix. Pan is unpredictable, he is out of control! I already told you this, there have been a few girls on Neverlamd before, Peter brought them and-'

He snapped and stopped talking as footsteps came near, another group of boys. Javier didn't hesitate and hushed away, leaving you startled back.

'Wait! What happened to them?' You whispered loud but he was already on the move. It was too dangerous for him to bee seen with you. After he left you felt more confused than ever and even terrified.  What are Pan's plans? Why are they no girls around anymore? And why is it so important for Javier to find Felix? Fear overcame you and your body started to tremble. You have always known that Peter Pan was not an innocent boy, the devil would sneak onto his face and his filthy tongue tried to persuade you with his manipulative lies. Like many times before your heart sank to the bottom, not knowing what to do.

Impulisively you ran after a group of boys, trying your best not to be seen by one, They weren't fast enough and seemed to wander around without a plan, one of them stopped and gazed around, changing directions every few minutes. They would never find a person like that.

But they don't even trying.

Javier may not told you why he needed Felix, but deep inside you there was a voice, telling you that the asshole had to come back. He knew something and you would make him tell you. That was the plan. He hid something from you all along, it was time to end this game, to find out what Pan was doing. The theories of what his sadistic mind had in store for you twirrled around in your head and kept biting at your heart, making it feel heavy and aching. Your feet ran uphills into the jungle, travelling over a pathaway with narrow trees and big bushes. Walking that long sounded easier in your head as you thought, the last days have been rough, you've experienced more thrilling moments in one week than ever before. The urge to find Felix gave you the energy to keep walking, but it didn't took long until your flask was empty and you got thirsty. The sound of the rushing river did not sound far away, you changed the diretion and as you walked towards the water your stomach started growling. You clearly haven't  planned this through. You had no food and no water.