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A hole in my heart
Is all you left
No words
No answers
No regrets
I'll miss you till I'm dead
Please don't forget
I loved you
When I was a mess
And you loved me
Like the rest
In a way I didnt like
I dont understand why
But maybe I dont need
To understand
Maybe I need to feel it
To let you go
To stop hurting
For a while
I changed for you
But you never changed for me
I thought I could do this
But I dont feel like me
I feel like a machine
Real but like I'm not allowed to feel
Anything remotely real

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