Everything around me
Is tumbling and falling
Limping and crawling
Leaving and disserting
Theres no amount of space
Between my love
And your pureed hate
Theres just yin and yang
Taking centre stage
I'm suffocating just to breathe
But you dont make it easy
You ruin everything in me
And I'm surrounded by you
The chaos that you ensue
Just so I wont notice
Everything that I dont like about you
Ever since three summers back east
And I'm astounded
That you never knew
That most of my issues
Stemmed from only you
You treated me like dust
That you let settle
Cos you never knew love
When you saw me
You saw a pin cushion
Something that could be used
Poked, prodded and bruised
Then left on the bottom shelf
Until you wanted
To get back your hobby
Of hurting me
With tools crafted just to cause a bleed
But now its time for you to leave
Cos I never hated anyone but me
When I should have hated you
For everything you made me feel
And everything you continue to do
YOU ARE READING
Notes by Nailinthewall
PoetryIf you enjoy reading poetry, songs and quotes by a mentally ill female with a sense of humour then this is the book for you!
