s o n d e r ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

m a l u h i a

maluhia /ma-loo-he-uh\
(a popular female name) is of the meaning serenity

maluhia
i feel her in veins
she runs through my hair
big and curly
almost as drowning as her waves
she tosses me and turns me inside out

and my, suddenly i find something to write about
i close my eyes
i'm high on her soul shine
though
she's every element
what's most decadent is her earth
she grounds me
i surrender in defeat
because
how could i say no
how could i ever go?
even if i'm here
she comes too
i breathe in the smell of the ocean
i lay in the sand and i cry
because there is where i released it
she taught me how to breathe again
and i learned that love is strange
but i think and think and think
and she thinks that's lovely
and i know she won't ever take that from me
she's the waves and she won't let me sink
she's the air that wills me to breathe
she's the fire in my heart space
and the earth beneath

she's just like her name and she always will be
beautiful serenity