I'm In Love With You ▪︎ Jikook (Completed)

Chapter 37

Author's POV

That night both of them reached Hoon's home, well it was "their" home untill Yoongi moved out, he didn't care that he was leaving his husband or the person who loves him so much. He was so enraged, he just didn't wanted to live with or even see the face of the person who was quite responsible for the death of his daughter, "their" daughter. "Yoon...?" Hoon called as he stopped at the door of their apartment, Yoongi who was already inside turned back at him and looked at him with a questioning face, "what...?" Yoongi asked in a really soft voice, "no...nothing.." Hoon looked away, "seriously... what is wrong with you..? You wanna say something to me... then straight away say it..." Yoongi said in the same tone but it sounded a bit more frustrated.

Hoon didn't answer at those words, he just stood there silently looking at the smaller. Yoongi sighed, "close the door.." he said sitting down on the couch looking around. It has been a long time since he came back to this place. Hoon closed the door and took a seat beside Yoongi, he wanted to be close to the smaller. He was craving for the latter's presence in his life. He scooted closer.

"You should not be sitting here..." Yoongi said and Hoon flinched a bit like as if he was doing something criminal and he was caught red handed, "sorry?" He asked, "freshen up and go to bed.. " Yoongi said while his palm travelled up to the latter's forehead, "oh my... you're are burning up... does your head hurt?" Hoon slowly nodded while his eyes where fixed upon the smaller's worried one.

"Come on get up..." Yoongi said pulling up Hoon and taking him to their bedroom and made him sit on the bed removing his coat, "change and rest... I'll make something to eat.. okay? You have groceries right?" He said making an attempt to leave but Hoon stopped him, "Yoon..." Yoongi looked at him, "what...?" He asked but Hoon hesitated, "Hoon.. say it.." he demanded. And Hoon let out a deep breath, "Can't you... can't you give me another chance.. Yoonie?.... Can't we have another baby? Please...." he said taking both of Yoongi's hands into his and pulling him close. " I promise I'll be more responsible this time.. I promise I'll take good care of him or her." He said placing his head on the smaller's abdomen.

"I can't live like this anymore Yoon... it's been two years, I love you... I miss you... and it's killing me." A tear drop rolled down from the older's eyes. Yoongi pushed his shoulders gently and cupped his cheeks, rubbing the tear drop off and looked at him. He leaned in connecting their lips making the older confused and a bit shocked cause Yoongi never initiated a kiss with him atleast not in these three years. Hoon came back to his senses when he felt the latter deepening the kiss and closing up the gap between their bodies.

His own hands slipped up to the smaller's curvy waist as he returned the kiss same way. His hands went down to the Yoongi's thighs pulling him on to his lap, while still enjoying the slow and passionate kiss. But then... Yoongi realized that it was going way too far than he expected and he tried to push the older away but Hoon gripped his waist more tightly and pulled him more close. Hoon really didn't pay attention to any of those pushes the smaller gave him instead he stood up while the smaller's legs were wrapped around his torso, he then walked towards their room and placed him on the bed with their lips still connected.

He left his lips just to place soft kisses on the smaller's neck, "Hoon.. ngh.. stop.. stop.." He said in a whispered tone, but didn't get any reply, "Hoon... you have fever.... you need medicines... stop.." the smaller said still trying to push the older off.

"I need you... I fucking need you.. " Hoon argued as he looked directly into his eyes, "stop it..." Yoongi demanded, "stop it-" ---- "-okay i will..." Hoon pulled away, "i will..." he looked at him now, "but tell me a truth first... do you not feel any need for me as much as i do.. for you?..... Do you really want me to stop?" And Yoongi looked away, cause he didn't have any answer. "You don't have any answer to my questions do you?" Hoon asked connecting their foreheads, "so why don't you just-just? *sighs* Just let me do it..." He whispered while Yoongi looked at him, confused what to say... or do.