A Love That Will Make It Right

L: PROMISE BREAKERS

JEONGYEON'S POV

"Jeongyeon-ah, mianhae. I broke my promise to you. I can't be with you now until you grow old. Goodbye" Nayeon unnie said while walking away from me. I tried to run while reaching for her hand.

"Unnie! Unnie! Where are you going?" I shouted when I couldn't reach her hand but she didn't even look back on me.

I continued running while still aiming for her hand.

"UNNIE!!!"

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I opened my eyes and my body feels so heavy. Upon opening my eyes, halmeoni together with Jihyo and her halmeoni and Yoongi and Se-Ah went near me. They quickly gave me a worried look. Halmeoni held my face then wiped my eyes which so happened that were tearing up.

"Jeongyeon-ah, are you okay? What are you feeling right now? What happened? Why are you crying? Did you dream about something or someone?" halmeoni worriedly asked then I gave them a confused look upon not seeing Nayeon unnie with them.

"Where's unnie? I dreamed of her saying goodbye to me" I said then my eyes started tearing up. Then when I told them that, the atmosphere suddenly changed and the whole place was enveloped with silence. Halmeoni couldn't talk, no one couldn't speak.

They all looked away from me. Some of them bowed their heads. I then held halmeoni's hand.

"H-halmeoni, where's unnie?" I asked and my voice started to sound crack. She then looked straightly to my eyes. With her eyes, I could even guess what's gonna be her answer. But I still hope for the other answer so I waited for her, hoping that my guess isn't right.

"Jeongyeon. Nayeon..." halmeoni said, trying her best to be sensitive for me. "She... She can't be with us from now on. She did not wait for Se-Ah, she chose Lia over herself. She sacrificed herself" halmeoni said then burst out all of her emotions. Her words seems made me deaf. I couldn't react immediately. It was like I lost my tongue.

Then Se-Ah went near me and held my hands. She then hugged me tight while sobbing. I could also hear Jihyo's halmeoni's sob as well as hers, Yoongi was also crying but silently.

"Mianhae Jeongyeon. I couldn't save Nayeon. I came late" Se-Ah apologized.

I cried. My heart couldn't beat properly. It feels like I lost unnie alongside with the half of my heart. My hands started shaking. I don't know how can I release all of these emotions I am feeling right now.

"C-can you leave me alone for now? Jebal" I asked, tried all my might to tell them those words.

They nod silently and silently went out of the room, leaving me alone.

The moment they went out, that's when I got to release my emotion. I cried louder, not minding who will see me. My heart also cried with me.

Then I remembered that I haven't seen her up until the last moment of her life. I felt guilty with that. Why am I so naive? Why am I just think of myself? Why didn't I watch her? That time, I have the idea that she will do that. But where am I? Lost my mind and then pursue Jimin.

I chose my own selfishness over saving her.

"Mianhae unnie! Mianhae! I am such a useless sister. I don't deserve you. Mianhae. I really am sorry" I shouted while crying. I was holding my chest since I could feel pain.