Liv and Trevor [A Langson FanFic]

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Since Trevor left her in the bathroom all alone, it made Olivia feel like no one was there for her at all. Trevor had promised to be with her forever, but then he just took that back when he said that he'd leave her if she didn't want to keep the baby. It was either him and the baby, or she'd lose them both. Olivia washed her face before quietly leaving the bathroom and pulled work clothes on. She slipped her boots on and pulled her hair back before getting her gun and badge out of the safe. 

"Where are you going?" Trevor questioned quietly, as his fiancee walked from their bedroom and towards the front door.

"I'm going to work." She breathed.

"Are you ever coming back home?" Trevor replied, and Olivia didn't respond as she grabbed her outside gear, before pulling it all on quickly.

"Liv-"

"I have my hands tied, Trevor. You think you gave me a choice, but you didn't. I want kids but just not right now. But if I want to get married to you and have a life with you... I have to have this baby and raise it. It's my only option." Olivia breathed, without even looking at Trevor. He had moved from the sofa and was standing behind her, but he wasn't even close enough to touch her.

He knew she didn't want to be touched.

"You have a choice, Olivia. It's just that if you don't want the baby, I'll be taking our child and raising it on my own."

"Just don't get your hopes up that I'll be coming home or anything," Olivia mumbled, before opening the door and shutting it quickly behind her.

~+~

Olivia wasn't on the schedule till Monday, so her boss and the other detectives were really shocked that Olivia was walking into the squad room and sitting down at her desk. She turned on her computer and went to pick up her phone to check her messages, but Elliot stopped her.

"Liv, what are you doing here?" He whispered because he had noticed that a tear run down her cheek and soak into her sweater.

"I'm here to work. So please let me just work." Olivia replied back, and he went to say something else, but she stared him in the eyes and he saw the tears in her brown eyes and knew to stay quiet.

Olivia picked her phone up and started to listen to all of the messages she has. A few were from Trevor that she hadn't gotten before she left on Thursday. Several were from ADAs and CSU members. She knew that they would call Elliot after they couldn't reach her so she didn't return those calls and she hated that a day ago she and Trevor were happy but now they weren't.

But once the messages had listened too and she had to silence her phone because Trevor and Alex were trying to call her, she had nothing to do.

"Do we have a case or something?" Olivia questioned. Elliot looked at her and shook his head.

"Not yet." Elliot breathed.

"Is there paperwork or something that needs to be filed? I need to do something, El. Please give me something to do." Olivia begged. Elliot stood and motioned for her to follow him. They walked into a small side room and Elliot pointed at the boxes.

"These need to be taken down to the file room and be put away. It will probably take you most of the night, so then maybe by the time you are done we could talk." Elliot breathed.

"Grab a box and help me carry these down... I'll tell you after you help."

~+~

Elliot and Olivia sat with their backs against the filing cabinets as Elliot tried to think through what Olivia had just told him. 

"So, this pregnancy wasn't planned... right?" Elliot asked, and Olivia nodded slowly.

"Not even close," Olivia whispered.

"And you don't want the baby?" Elliot asked, and Olivia felt a bit embarrassed but she nodded.

"I'm not ready to be a mom, Elliot. I'm not even married yet. All I want is the perfect wedding and a nice honeymoon. Then kids. Not before." Olivia replied.

"Don't be embarrassed about your feelings. If you don't want the baby then don't have it." Elliot replied. Olivia looked at him before shaking his head.

"Trevor wants the baby. He said that if I don't want the baby, that once it is born he is taking it and leaving me."

"What a jerk." Elliot huffed.

"Elliot, everything has gone wrong in my life until I met Trevor. Like, I was abused, I didn't feel completely wanted, and I was depressed. He makes me so happy and I love him so much... but he didn't even give me a chance to get used to the idea of having a child growing inside of me before deciding that he would leave me if I didn't want our baby." Olivia whispered.

"You want to know something that I just realized?" Elliot asked.

"What?" Olivia sighed.

"You just said 'our baby'. You didn't call it an it or say the baby. Deep down, you want that baby. It's just going to be hard for you to completely get used to it. But you can't do that here. Go home and be with your fiance."

"I'm not going home, Elliot. Not now and probably not ever again." Olivia mumbled, before standing and started to open one of the boxes.

"So are you planning on raising that baby alone?" Elliot asked, and Olivia sighed.

"No. I don't. I just don't want to go home and have Trevor yell at me because of my feelings. I have no choice whatsoever, so I just need space. I need to cool down and so does he." Olivia replied. 

~+~

Alex sat beside Trevor in her office and gently rubbed his back as he sobbed like a baby. He had his head resting on his hands, and his body was shaking more than it ever had before.

"Everything will be okay, Trevor. I promise. Olivia will come around and you two will be happy again." Alex breathed.

"She just walked out! She wasn't even happy when we found out she was pregnant! I am so excited for a baby, but what if she gets an abortion without telling me?!" Trevor sobbed.

"She won't do that to you or that baby. She will be excited about that baby soon. You just need to give her time. Change is hard for Olivia." Alex replied.

"Are you sure? Because I'm scared to death." Trevor whimpered.

"I have known Olivia longer than you have. I have seen her at her worst and it sounds like she is lower than she has ever been before. Give her time and support. Don't give up on her now." Alex replied gently.

"Are you sure?" Trevor asked and Alex nodded.

"I promise. Now, go home and get some sleep. She'll come home when she's ready."

"But what if she is never ready?" Trevor sniffled.

"She'll have to be ready eventually because that baby is gonna have to be born eventually."

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