Reality check. I have come to realize is a very real thing. And unfortunately in my case not so sweet. It is terrorizing.
You don't anticipate certain things in this life. They just happen. And these aren't regular things. For instance, you know you will get your exam paper. Moreover you even know you haven't done well. You know you've done pathetically, the paper was an unquestionable disaster.
But at the time, after the exam, you just thought.. Ehhh go man. Who gives a quarter shit. This doesn't matter. Only the finals matter and the same old same old blah blah.
But what happens when the corrected paper finally hits your hand the marks actually register your brain?
Ya. Crap.
Crap happens.
And yes it isn't the end of the world. Yes only the finals matter, but I am willing to fool myself once again?
Repeat my own messed past?
Nah. Not this time.
No reasons. No justifications. Just the monosyllable answer. And the plan in my head.
That is it.
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