Superman's daughter (Damian Wayne fanfic)

Chapter 33- hold on i still need you

WARNING: SUICIDE ATTEMPT

I stood there looking at the stone

Here lies

Damian Wayne

A beloved son, brother, lover, ally and friend.

I stood there as tears silently fall down my face trying to come to terms with the fact that he's gone, the ONE person I actually deeply loved is GONE. I fall to my knees and feel arms around me as I bury my head into my twins chest and sob as he lets out a few tears of his own. "why? why did it have to be him? how could that bitch kill her own son?!" i yell. "How could she take him away from me" i whisper as i pass out from exhaustion.

Currently its the eclipse, meaning the suns blocked out and we're human for the day. I lay in my room thinking about how i'm supposed to live without him. Its only been a few days but i've hit depression HARD. I feel empty inside and rarely eat and to heartbroken to think about anything other than the boy I loved.

That's when I decide, to just end my misery, i get up lifeless and weak and walk into the bathroom and lock the door...

Damians pov

The pit had managed to bring me back and the first person I wanted to see was Kiara. Everyone mentioned how hard my death had affected her. So I went to her house to surprise her. I knock on the door and Jon smiles and hugs me. "y-you're alive!" he yells hugging me not as tight as I thought he would, I then realize its because of the eclipse. "where's kiara? i need to see her" I tell him as he points upstairs "she's been a bit depressed and sad since you... y'know but she'll be happy when she sees you" he says as I silently creep upstairs and knock on her door. There's no response, I walk into her bedroom and look around for her, I look to see the bathroom door locked, I walk towards it and knock "beloved, are you in there?" still no response. I try to open the door but realize its locked. It then all pieces together. Kiara's depressed, she's been acting strange, it's the eclipse.... she's human... shit!

I start to bang on the door and manage to break through to see her lying on the floor surrounded by blood. I pull her in to feel her heart beat and find a faint one. "don't leave me! Hold on I still need you!" i say as i pick her up and call for jon. Jon runs up to me but freezes when he sees his twin covered in blood, I hand him Kiara and get in the car. I begin to drive to the hospital, praying that the light isn't fading.

When we arrive they take her into the Operation room. I pace back and forth as she lays still. They try to feel her heartbeat and at their failed attempts I scream "PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME!" tears begin to fall.

I don't want to let go, I just got her back! I just wanna see her smile one last time, hear her laugh one last time, take her home one last time...

After an hour everyone arrives just as the doctor comes out "family of Kiara Kent" we walk up to him "Is she ok?" "Miss Kent had suffered a lot of blood loss but thanks to the pint of blood her twin brother had given she's stable and fine, we're just waiting for her to wake up" the doctor says and walks away. "I knew she was depressed, I never thought she'd..." Jon whispers "Its not your fault, we didn't see it coming, none of us did but right now we need to be there for her and let her know she's not alone" clark says.

We enter her room and wait for her to wake up.

It's been 2 days and she still hasn't woken up. Irey and Bart had come to visit "don't worry we know how to wake her up, I think" irey says as bart presents his phone with lady gaga on it. "No offence guys but how is lady gaga supposed to wake my sister up?" Jon questions. "chillax supes, she'll wake up and if this works it would be so crash!" bart says and begins to play the song.

Half way through I feel movement and then kiara shoots up. I look at her wide eyed as does Jon "HOW DID YOU DO THAT?!" as the speedsters both shrug "Cisco" they say at the same time. When kiara calms down and notices me she latches on to me. i hug her back missing her in my arms. We pull away and she kisses me hard and passionately "aww" followed by "ew" was heard and we pulled away red faced realizing we still had company.

"Kiara what you did was..." she cuts me off "I know, it was stupid and dumb but I felt alone and you weren't there I just didn't know what to do, i'm sorry, I won't do it again" she says looking down as I lift her head up "next time your feeling down, just come to us, talk to us , we're your best friends for a reason!" Irey says as Kiara hugs me then Jon joins in and drags Irey in, who drags bart in. We pull away and kiara notices that Irey and Jon are holding hands "bro no way! seriously!" she says excitedly.

"well, I figured you've wanted me to express my feelings to irey and when you were unresponsive and unable to fan girl or tease I told her and asked her to be my girlfriend" Jon says rubbing the back of his neck sheepishly. Kiara breaks out into a massive grin "My baby bro's all grown up!" she says dramatically "ye- hang on i'm older than you" Jon argues back "4 minutes is nothing hon" she replies back.

"God I missed you" i say looking at her knowing I wont let her go again.

"I missed you too"