Fuckboyish

TWENTY TWO

I woke up in Jake's bed, with his arms wrapped around my waist. My stomach felt weird and I started feeling very sick. I placed my hand on my head and let out a sigh. I quickly grabbed my phone and clicked on Daniel's notification.

Daniel: you up yet?

It was sent two hours ago. I started typing a response back.

Jayde: I am now, what's up?

I hit send. I look at over at Jake. A big smile appeared on my face as I started tearing up, realizing how much he looks like Jace.

I gently grabbed his arm to move it away, but he suddenly opened his eyes.

"Sorry, didn't mean to wake you up" I smile. He puts his arms in the air, stretching for a second and rubs his eyes without saying a thing. I look down, thinking about everything that's been going on. A couple of months ago, everything was fine. And now I got myself in this messy situation.

I really wanted to talk to Daniel about it since Jake already yelled at me once for not getting over Jace.

I hear Jake getting up.

"Is everything alright?" He asks me.

"Yes" I fake a smile at him.

"Go take a shower, I want to do something fun today" Jake says as he kisses my forehead.

"Okay" I smile and quickly hop into the bathroom.

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"Why are your eyes this red?" Jake asks me as I was getting ready.

"I got shampoo in my eye" I lie. I had been crying constantly, because I didn't know how I felt about all this, maybe Jake and I had to stay friends? No, I've been struggling for too long. Now that he finally feels the same for me, I should hold on.

"Shampoo doesn't cause this much redness"

"Yes it does?" I question, raising my brows making him chuckle.

"You're cute" he says while tapping my nose with his finger.

"You're cute" I mimic.

"Is there somewhere you want to go?" Jake asks me with a smile while hugging me from behind.

"Not really, this was your plan" I chuckle while putting primer on my face.

"How about some extreme stuff?" He asks while he was still hugging me. His nice scented body mixed with his minty breath, making me melt all over the place.

"Like what?" I ask as I grabbed my foundation and looked for my beauty blender.

"I don't know. Bungeejumping, paragliding, parachute?"

"How about we skip this and do that the next time?" I smile at him.

"But what should we do instead?" He asks me as he slowly plants a wet kiss on my shoulder.

"First you should help me find my beauty blender" I giggle while searching my bag.

"What's a beauty blender?" He asks in confusion.

"That's a pink sponge, it looks like an egg" I try explaining.

"Oh that ugly thing? I saw it in the bathroom, let me get it for you" he happily says as he stands up from behind me on the chair. Just as he stood up, Daniel decided to text me back.

"Got it!" I hear Jake preach. I quickly put my phone away, without even having a chance to see what he said.

"This looks like ball sack" Jake laughs.