Fuckboyish

THIRTY ONE

After the police came to pick up both Jake and Mike, I went to Daniel's house with him. I was sitting in his bedroom, while my tears were rolling down my cheeks.

"I just don't know how to feel about this. He killed him because of me" I sniff.

"Don't say that. Didn't you hear what Mike said? He was psycho. Sounds hard, but you should be relieved that he's dead" Daniel explains while hugging me.

"I don't think Luke was actually psych-"

"He raped you Jayde. You can't be normal and rape someone. He's dead now. There's nothing we can do about it" he sighs. He quickly grabs my hand and starts playing with my fingers.

"It isn't your fault. You did nothing wrong" he whispers. I wipe my tears away and sit straight.

"Maybe you're right. But you guys would never know who Luke was if it wasn't for me"

"If Luke was not your stalker, he would've been someone else's. Maybe someone who doesn't have any friends at all. You've got all of us. So really, it's not a big deal. And Jake and Mike will also be released very shortly because I spoke to the officer. It was self defense. Stop worrying, I'll make sure you'll be alright" he says while stroking my hair back.

"Please don't leave me alone" I sadly beg.

"I won't" he says while gently squeezing my hand.

"You should hop into the shower. You're covered in blood" Daniel suggests.

"Okay" I sob while standing up. Daniel grabs my hand and pulls me down on his lap.

"Don't cry, I promise you, you'll be fine" he says as he stares into my eyes.

"What about Jake and Mike?" I ask.

"They'll be fine too. They did nothing wrong"

"Jake fucking murdered someone!" I yell.

"It was self defense. We'll make sure they'll be alright too. Stop thinking too much" Daniel sighs.

"Come with me please" I say as I stand up while grabbing his hand.

"What?" He asks in confusion.

"You need to help me get my mind off things" I sigh. He suddenly lifts me up and walks towards the bathroom. Daniel locks the door as he gently makes me sit on the side of the tub, while turning the water on.

"Tell me why you want me to be your girlfriend" I cross my arms. He looks at me and shows a cute smile.

"You want to know all the reasons?" He asks me. I nod and watch how he sits next to me.

"You're cute" he starts while slowly unbuttoning my pants.

"You're funny" he lowered his voice as he was slowly taking off my shoes.

"Whenever you enter the room, I feel nothing but happiness" Daniel licks his lips while slowly taking off my pants.

"Even if I broke the bro-code, you are definitely worth it. I for a hundred precent am always willing to fight for you babygirl" he says, making me smile.

"Let's not forget the fact that you're extremely hot" he continues.

"Oh really?" I ask him.

"You do this thing with your eyes when you smile, it looks beautiful" he whispers again while slowly moving his hand towards my sweater, and making me get it off me.

He stands up while lifting me up, and slowly walking towards the shower, with his clothes on, and mine almost off. I felt the cold wall against my back while I felt Daniels warm wet clothes against my stomach. I stared into his eyes as he got closer and touched my neck with only his lips.

"Do you want to hear more?" He asks me while gently kissing my neck.

"I want you to make me feel nasty" I tell him.

"Nasty under the shower?" He asks me.

"Yes. I want you to do whatever you want with me" I breathe while he sucked on my skin harder.

"Okay" he whispers while he puts me down on my feet. I take off his wet hoodie, and stared at his abs. They were not too much, but also not too less, he had the perfect amount.

He quickly took off his pants and pressed me against the wall, while the water kept falling over our bodies. He leaned in and started kissing me hard, as if this is what he needed too. While he kissed me, I felt his hand travel down and felt two fingers rub me gently. I gasped, and let out a soft moan.

"Daniel?!" I suddenly heard someone yell. My eyes widened as Daniel quickly put his hand over my mouth.

"What?!" He annoyingly yells back.

"Are you in here?" A girly voice asks.

"Who the fuck is this?" He angrily asks.

"Your mom sent me" she says while trying to unlock the door. I angrily look at Daniel, trying to get his hands off me.

"Hold on" he whispers while kissing my forehead, and jumping out while wrapping a towel around his torso, like that's not what that girl wanted to see.

I stood there in anger, as he unlocked the door and make someone fall in while laughing. My eyes widened once I noticed Zac fall into the bathroom. Daniel awkwardly stood there and turned red.

"Zac are you fucking kidding me?!" Daniel yells.

Zac turns around to face me, and widens his eyes as I tried covering myself up, but fall into the tub instead, crashing my head somewhere and screaming it out in pain.

"Get the fuck out man" Daniel annoyingly tells Zac. I hear the door close and someone hold onto my head.

"Where does it hurt?" Daniel asks me.

"I don't fucking know!" I almost cry.

✩ ✩ ✩

"We have good news, but also bad news for you" the doctor tells me while walking into the room. I look at Daniel, who was focused on the doctor.

"Let me start with the bad news. Your head has made a hard hit, causing your skin to rip. So we have to attach that now, leading us to the good news, that after that you're allowed to go home" the doctor smiles. I look at Daniel in fear. He just nods at me.

"Sir, can't my skin like, recover maybe? So that we won't need to attach it?" I ask him.

"No, that's not an option. I'm going to get my tools and we'll get started, okay?" He smiles as he walked out.

"I'm here with you" Daniel tries comforting me by combing his fingers through my hair.

"I'm going to die" I sigh, causing Daniel to laugh.

"Of course not. They've stitched my skin together like, ten times or so. It doesn't hurt" Daniel tells me.

"So? Maybe it'll hurt for me a lot more" I chuckle.  He stopped smiling and looked at me.

"About what you said earlier.." he starts.

"About the girlfriend thing?" I awkwardly ask him.

"Are you willing to give us a chance yet?" He asks while staring at the ground.

"Only if you look at me in my eyes" I smile. He looks up into my eyes and smiles.

"Yes, Daniel" I giggle, making him jump into the air.

"Finally. You're a hard one" he sighs in relief.

"I also cause a hard one, that's what you told me, right?" I smirk. He opened his mouth to say something, but closed it immediately once the doctor walked through the door with the tools in his hands.

"Alright then. I'm sorry, are you her boyfriend? I didn't have the time to ask a while ago" the doctor speaks while putting his stuff down on a table. Daniel looks down at me while gently rubbing my shoulder.

"Yes" he nods, causing me to smile. The doctor looks at us through his glasses and starts smiling.

"Let's get started, Jayde" the doctor says while sitting across me.