Fuckboyish

SEVENTEEN

At home, I couldn't stop crying. I like him so much, and he keeps fucking it up. This is all Luke's fault. I fucking hate him. I suddenly got a call from Mike and decided to pick up.

"Hey" I happily say, so he wouldn't notice a thing.

"Hi, what are you up to?" He asks me.

"Uhm, no-" I stopped once I heard myself sob.

"Jayde?" He asked.

"I'll call you back!" I quickly spoke and hung up. I decided to call Daniel since I know he's probably the best in making me feel better. After I almost decided to hang up, he answered the phone.

"Hey!" He speaks.

"Are you busy?" I immediately ask.

"Not really, whats up?" He asks me.

"I really need to see you" I tell him.

"You okay?" He asks again. I hung up and tried getting at his as fast as possible.

✩ ✩ ✩

Daniel opens the door and looks at me, in the rain, mascara all over my face and just looking really bad.

"I- come in you're going to catch a cold" he says while pulling me in.

"Why are you wet? Where's your car?" He asks me in curiosity.

"I walked through the rain" I emotionlessly say while just standing there. I had no tears left to cry, and I straight up felt horrible.

"Why would you do that?" Daniel asks me in confusion.

"Because I am dead inside" I dramatically state. Daniel just stared at me, not knowing what to say.

"Let me go grab you clothes first" he says while he sprints up the stairs. I follow him to make sure he doesn't call Jake or something.

"Here" he says while handing me sweatpants and an oversized shirt.

"Get dressed, I'll be waiting outside the door" he says as he closed the door shut. I just stood there, staring at the door. I didn't want to get changed. I felt disgusting with these wet clothes on, but it matched my mood.

"Why am I not hearing you get changed?" Daniel asks me. I decided to ignore it while I blinked a couple of times. The door swung open and Daniel looked at me.

"Jayde, get changed or I'm gonna do it for you. You're going to get sick like that" he says.

"I'm giving you five minu-"

"I'm not going to get changed. This outfit and the wetness of it describe my feelings" I say.

"What did Jake do?" Daniel sighs.

"He ripped my heart out" I once again dramatically say.

"Jayde, you're going to get changed now or I'll do it for you" Daniel said in an annoyed tone. I shrugged, making him walk towards me and unzip my jacket. He gently took if off and threw it in a bin on the ground. He then took off my sweater, revealing my shirt underneath it. Every piece of clothing he threw in the bin. He awkwardly unzipped my pants and stopped.

"Last chance to do it yourself" he says, making me shrug again. He unbuttoned my pants as he slowly started taking them off.

"Fuck, I can't do this" he groans as he backed away.

"Why not?" I ask.

"Don't get me wrong, I see you as my sister Jay. Get changed please or I'll call Jake to do it instead" he says while grabbing his phone.