~I just cant~

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I cannot. I will not. I won't. Should I? Nah. Wait. What if I just... no stop. It's not good for you. Maybe just one word. No you fool. Stop. Don't. I want to. Ha I cannot. I will not. I would if I had the chance..  stop this madness you ignorant baboon. It's not good. It's not needed. He needs me. Nah. He's fine. But what if.... Don't you stupid peasant. Move on. Hold faith. Stay the strong solder you are. I'm more messed up than I have ever been. Is it because I loved harder this time? Couldn't be. Could it? Heh it's fine. Maybe as though he's thinking bout me too? Nah can't be. Don't touch the phone. Don't pick it up and dial. He's better off without you. You don't need him. It's okay.

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