My Deepest Thougts

~Just a thought~

She laid on her back and looked up at the ceiling with music playing in her ears. One night ruined by sickness and thoughts. Why can't she forget about all the things that broke her in the first place? She flips on her side and begins to feel sleep creep in on her as she picks her phone up from beside her to see what song is playing. Exhausted she forces herself up and feels weak within the legs and nearly falls into the bookshelf in front of her. Where is he? She worries as the hour hand strikes 8. He became her whole world the moment they started talking. However, she began to wonder what could possibly take nearly 4 hours at this girls house? Getting more sleepy as she lyes down, bad thoughts ease it's way into her mind. Could something happen? Could he come back liking her like he hasn't ever before? Could not seeing each other break them more than help them? Exhausted and yawning, she cranks up her music to drown out the thoughts and takes off her glasses as she turns her light off. She wouldn't know until he gets back. For now though, all she could feel is exhaustion and pain from the medication for her sickness. Maybe she needs sleep more than worrying. She trusts him enough to sleep and call when she wakes up. It was all just a thought after all...