My Deepest Thougts

~Silence~

Cry. It's what you do when you're hurt. Silence. It's what you are when you have things on your mind and don't want to bug anyone with. Smiling. It's what you do when covering up pain deep inside. Sleep. It's what you do to escape it all. Keep you from touching the knife. It keeps you from saying something you can't take back. It keeps you from hurting those you care about deeply. Sleep.  It's all I want. It all I ever want. Sleep. I had too much of it but it's so peaceful. But what do you do when sleeping isn't so peaceful? When you can't because all bad dreams you have so you sit sleep deprived crying being nothing but confused? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. They say god is supposed to catch you. But what do you do when your stuck in the middle of nowhere lost and confused? When you think you figured out what to do but you fall because of bad thoughts and feelings? When you know something and just want to know the truth so that tiny voice will stfu? Nothing. Just sit and wait and be silent for as long as you can.....