My Deepest Thougts

~Just that feeling~

The earth revolves, the trees grow, the grass dies every year, and life goes on. You know that feeling that you get when you wake up? It's like you know something but you can't put your finger on it? You try everything you can to distract your mind from it so it doesn't drive you crazy. And because of that feeling you get too much and your flaws stick out more. Because of that feeling you think that things are falling apart like normal. Or you feel like because of that feeling you began to feel alone. You ask for anything and everything to get away from it but it's like Everytime you turn around that feeling gets worse. She felt that as she walked down the road. She felt that as she climbed in bed mentally exhausted from her own self. She felt that when she looked down at the little mud puddle wishing she could drown to escape the feeling. The feeling of darkness. Of loneliness and last of all the feeling of emptiness....