My Deepest Thougts

~Tears~

Peacefully laying there, she listened to music that takes her back to the times when things didn't hurt much. Scrolling through her notifications, she sees one thing that gets her heart every time. A message from him. Seeing his name fills her with deep regret and sorrow. She clicks out of it with tears down her face knowing he wants no part of her. Why did she have to fall so hard? Why did it hurt so bad mentioning him or seeing his name? She cries harder and starts to shake as everything plays her mind like a deck of cards. Why does it hurt so bad when she tells herself everyday she over him? Why does it catch her off guard every time? Everything aches as she continues to listen to music thinking about all the ways things could have been different. But all she can do is cry all the tears of pain that she has...