My Deepest Thougts

~Us~

6/24/19
Flirting. That's where it all began. I sang that song Bc it felt right. I knew who you were before you told me. That tiny little crush I had. Eventually I knew it would turn into something more. For a little while I thought. You texted me. I was excited. I liked you allot. The one I got back with he knew that. He pushed me. I liked the attention you gave me. The words you spoke. How gentle you were with everything you said. You made my heart glow without me realizing it. I knew by July how you felt about me. I knew that it was all gonna be alright.
2/24/20
It's 8 months after. Just yesterday I genuinely looked at you. I saw that you are truly what I have been wanting all my life. What I had been asking god for. God took allot away from both of us but brung us together. Every smile you smile it makes my heart flutter. Every tear you ever made me cry it make my world turn upside down. When you touch me it's like I want nothing more than to be closer. You love me and I feel that. The thought of the future terrifies me. But you're always there to tell me it's alright and that as long as you're there I shouldn't be scared. I hope that one day we tell our kids about everything we been through. I hope that one day we sit in the night sky and feel eachother. I hope that one day actually turns into one day. I will always be proud of everything you have done. I will always accept you for who you are. And I will always love you unconditionally even during every fight we have. I miss you my cookie bear. More than you think you know. And I love you more than you can ever imagine.
            Happy 8 months my love.❤️