5SOS BSM Preferences

#63 Song Preference - "Another World" by The Vamps

this fricking song sorry not sorry

Ashton (Age 14): "A special place in time / I'll put it in a bottle / I'd go back there in my mind."

You sat in your room looking at the scrap book you had recently finished making of pictures of you, your friends, and Ashton. You hadn't seen Ashton in over a year, and to say you missed him was an understatement.

You turn the page, and smile at the picture staring back at you. It was of you and Ashton, laughing as you pushed him away from you. It was a warm summer's night and you two had been hanging out, and Ashton had said something 'offensive' making you laugh. You didn't know your Mom had taking a picture.

You would give a lot to be there right now, because those were the memories you lived for. You sigh, closing the scrap book and grabbing your phone, knowing that talking to Ashton would be the only thing that would make you feel better right now.

Luke (Age 16): "In another world / Oh I know, I know, I know that / You would be my girl,"

You had cancer, and had for a long time. You had recently passed, and Luke was devestated. Him and all the boys put the tour on hiatus, and the boys rushed home to be with your family and Luke.

Luke felt awful, because the last time he had seen you was like six months before, and now he'd never be able to see you face to face and talk to you one last time. He'd never be able to make you laugh by falling down the stairs--not on purpose, of course--he'd never be able to hear you laugh again--nothing. And it killed him, a lot.

So every night, he stayed up staring at the cieling wishing that he lived in another world. Another world where you were still alive, another world where he'd be able to see you every day, another world where you didn't have cancer.

He know that in another world, he would have all of this. But he wasn't living in another world, he was living in this one. And he hated it.

Calum (Age 13): "I'm up above the clouds 'til I come / crashing back to earth / cause I know this can't work."

Calum had recently gone on break from the tour, and the two of you had had an amazing time while he was home. You had gone to movies, watched YouTube videos, done all the things you had done before Calum left for the tour. Of course, everything good must come to an end, right?

Calum had to go to L.A. again, which meant you probably wouldn't see him for another six, seven months at least and you were so upset. You had been above the clouds, and now you were crashing back down as you hugged Calum goodbye.

You knew that you wouldn't be able to survive like this, seeing Calum for a few weeks and then him leaving for six months. It was a never ending cycle, and it was never, ever going to work. Not when you needed him so badly.

Michael (Age 15): "I close my eyes / And you are here / With me tonight."

You sigh, Michael had left a few days ago, and you were really upset. You missed him already, and you just wanted him home again with you. You hated school and your family wasn't that great either, because they just didn't care. Michael was the only one who did.

That night, you dreamed about Michael finally being home--for good. It was the most amazing dream, but then you woke up and everything came crashing down as you cried quietly, not wanting to wake anyone up. Looking at the time, you figured it was about noon where Mikey was, and quickly dialed his number praying he would pick up.

Thankfully, he did, and the two of you spent the next hour talking about how much you missed each other already, and how Michael promised he'd try and come visit you soon. You didn't really hold him to it, but it was nice to listen to his voice again.

i'm not sure how i like how this turned out??

oh well cx

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