"We all got the dreams to be a superstar
Leave this empty town and buy a foreign car
Sold my soul to the devil, nothing left
Angel on my shoulder
Killed the demons in my twisted head"
- Fame and The Money by Trace Cyrus
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More days pass and i find myself being fond of this girl more and more... i know i been through rough times but part of me just cannot contain my feelings anymore. I need some sort of advice but not a lot of my friends are around right now. Saku sadly has been gone for a while now, i dont know where she went, most likely she's gonna be back later. She may be my ex but she is still my best friend. I already explained in my first entry what happened between me and her, i am happy as long as she is happy but deep down i felt bad not being able to do anything for her before she made the decision of leaving me. It made me feel like i was partly responsible of her disappearing now. Wherever you are i hope you are still happy, and know that I'm always here for you.
I am going to confess to Eula tonight, it's time to stop beating around the bush and finally end this. I'm tired of living with so much drama between me, i want to be happy and so does she. I was with her every step of the way when she was with Azuma so, i get why she's still iffy but i just want to protect her. I want to be her reason of smiling and existing in this world because i know her family hates her. She probably never told anybody and just talks about happy stuff all the time. Now that changes and once i confront her about my feelings i am going to wait for her answer.
I love you Eula and i hope you love me the same. I swear I'll never let anything happen to you and i will always try my best to be by your side to protect you and main priority is to make you happy. I will try my best to keep everyone who tries to make you unhappy away from you.
I been too emotional... I'll end this here before i say anything else. In my next letter i will for sure tell you that she said yes.
Goodbye for now.
- Natsume
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Diary Of Tears
Short StoryThis short story is based on true events/ experiences that happened in real life. The people that will be mentioned in here will have their real names and country censored for confidential reasons. A special someone requested me to tell this story o...
